Cuts.

Ch. 11 Hospital

Gels P.O.V

"Gel! Please! Stay with me! Open your eyes!" Ross yells sitting a my side. My eyes slightly opens.

"Ross..." I say.

"Yes! Gel! Im calling the ambulance!" Ross says getting up and running go ut of the room. Max runs in and picks me up bridal style. He sits me on the couch and feel my forehead. I look around and see everyone gathered in the living room, looking worried.

"I-im.... fine..." I say.

"Shh... no you're not... just calm... youll be fine but you need rest..." Max says petting my hair.

"Okay..." I say and rest my eyes...

I wake up in a hospital bed. Ross holding my hand... Tati crying into Maxs shoulder and everyone else staring at me worried.

"Gel!" Ross says.

Everone looks at me.

"What happened?" I ask.

"We dont know you just passed out." Ross says.

The nurse walks in.

"Sweetie... we need to ask you some things. Everyone leave." She orders. Everone does so. Ross looking like he was going to cry.

"So... do you have self conscienceness about your weight?" She asks.

"Not since highschool." I say.

"Do you have any mental disorders?" She asks.

"Well... depression and anxiety." I tell her.

"Okay. We think you passed out because of stress." She tells me.

"Oh... well I just started my new job." I say.

"Then thats why. Hun. We're gonna gove you a prescription. You need to talk one a day as soon as you wake up." She tells me.

"Okay." I says. She walk out and everyone else walk in.

"They say I passed out because of stress." I tell them.

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(When they got home)

"Maybe we should hold off on the party." Max says.

"Im fine! I just need to take it easy." I tell them.

"Okay... fine." Max says. I notice Ross sitting on the couch. I walk over to him and pull him off the couch and to our room.

"Dont ever do that again!" Ross yells before hugging me. I hug back. I pull him closer.

"it really isnt my choice." I say with a worried giggle.

"I know... but you scared me." Ross says.

"No he didnt. Why would he? We're worthless." I deep voice says. I frown. Ross back away.

"What wrong?" He asks.

"N-nothing... just tired." I say.

"Lets rest... ill tell Adam to hold off on the party." Ross says.

He leaves me in the room by myself to talk to Adam for me.

"How the hell did you come back?" I say aloud.

"When you passed out... I made it happen." She says.

"Well... why do you want to hurt me... mentally?" I ask.

"Im your center of depression and anxiety. You haven't beem yourself lately... because of it. But... now im here." She says.

Yes, a voice in my head. Her name is Sam. She has been in my head since forever. Usually I block her out... one day she just... went away. Shes right I haven't been myself here lately... im not sad... im just not happy...