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"Do you know how distracting you are" I said putting on my makeup
"Hmm, no"
"Well, you're really distracting"
"Mm-Kay" he said holding my waist and kissing my neck
"Are you guys having breakfast" yelled amelia
"I'm busy eating" yelled Jack
"No he isn't"
"Guys, wait till we leave before you fuck"
"We're not fucking" I yelled running down the stairs
"Babe please" he said lifting me up and carrying me the rest of the way
"Then what's this" asked amelia hitting my neck
"A hickey, duh" said Taylor pulling amelia way
"Stay the fuck outta my room" yelled Jack
"Yo mum won't mind if we use hers though, will she"
"We are not fucking in this house babe, end of story" said Amelia
"Then let's go"
"Bye" said Amelia hugging us
"See ya mama" said Taylor hugging me and bro hugging Jack
"Bye guys, y'all better use protection aswell"
"Okay, well do something all together again soon" said Taylor. Me and amelia both held back laughs. If you had a competition for the two people in the world with the dirtiest minds me and amelia would win. (True in real life as well tbh)
"Not like that" said Taylor "like hang out for a day or some shit"
"Yep" I said as they all left
"Now???"
"You still have guests"
"Then let's go out as a group"
"Ooo where" asked Nate with aesia sitting on his lap
"Beach, maccas, boxing for you pussys"
"You wana go boxing"
"Yeah" I smirked
"Let's go shopping and swimming"
"Oh, a group of us were gonna go now anyway" said Riley
"Sweet, you guys can go as a group and I'll hang with Jack for the day"
"You sure" asked aesia
"Yep, we'll talk in a group chat and make plans"
"Sweet, thanks for letting us stay" they said as we all hugged and they left. Me and Jack had the leftover breakfast which was pancakes and bacon.
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"Where are we going" I asked as we walked down the street
"Carnival"
"Seriously"
We walked around looking at everything and then decided we would actually do stuff
We walked over to a stall with a big pink bunny soft toy. Jack payed the guy and grabbed the water pistol. He was versions an older woman. Jack easily won. "Muma I wanted the toy"
"I'm sorry baby, mumas just not good at these" said the lady giving her daughter a hug
"It's alright, I still love you" said the little girl that looked 3 or 4
"Here" said Jack passing the girl the toy. He's such a softy "your mum was good competition by the way" he smiled
"OOOOOOOO THANK YOU" screamed the little girl
"It's fine" he said coming back to me
"You're so sweet and good with kids"
"Shush" he said blushing
We held hands and walked around the carnival. We got cotton candy and lollies. The carnival was across the beach front. It was so pretty. There were a few rides set up. We went in the merry-go-round and the Ferris wheel. There was a mini roller coaster and a few other rides. We did them all and it was around 7 pm. We walked across the beach and eventually got home around 9 pm.

"Tuesday"
I was at home in the sitting room watching orphan black on Netflix when I got a text
From unknown- hey, just saying jacks a really good fuck
To Unknown- are you an ex
From unknown- yeah, but he's gotten better over the past few months
To Unknown- ummm. Okay
From unknown- yeah, we just finished fucking
To Unknown- I'm dying right now 😂😂
From unknown- girl, you should have been with me. Picture attached:
I screamed into the pillow on the couch. I swear if I see that boy again I will kill him
I changed his contact name because he ain't my babyboy no more
To jackass- boy you better never come near me again
From jackass- what the fuck, why
To jackass- oh geez I wonder why
From jackass- yeah me too
To jackass- BYE
From jackass- no
From jackass- what the fuck happened
From jackass- babygirl
From jackass- baby
From jackass- babe
From jackass- please. Explain
I left him on read and went upstairs to my room. I put on my pyjamas and climbed into bed. The love of my life cheated on me with someone younger than me. With someone who was outrageously pretty and had proper curves. Someone I could never be. She probably had a perfect life as well. I would say I cried myself to sleep. But I didn't sleep. I crawled out of bed at 6:30 and climbed into the shower. I just sat and cried, I eventually got out and put on some jeggings a tee shirt and a woollen cardigan. I put on my running shoes and put some boxing clothes in my bag. I left. With no food or anything. I know this is bad. I won't eat or drink and then I'll go to the gym and work my but off and then I'll pass out and hopefully never wake up. The end. Merry Christmas and a happy new year. I waited at the bus stop and when the bus arrived I climbed on. I sat at the front all by myself. I'm not gonna hang out with another guy just to make him jealous. I want him to know he hurt me. "Jaycee"
"Jackass"
"What the fuck did I do"
"I don't know Jack what did you do" I said throwing my phone at him with the picture showing "why did you do that? Am I not pretty enough, not curvy enough? Is my past not good enough for you? Do you have a problem with me being from the ghetto?"
"What!no"
"Jack just leave" I said snatching my phone
"Please let me explain"
"Come on Jack, tell me your pity story" I spat
"She drugged me and I couldn't see straight but she told me she was you, I woke up the next day in the garden at the party. I thought it was a dream"
"Oh wow Jack. How long did it take you to figure out that cover story"
The bus stopped and everyone got off from his school but him "Jack you need to leave, go to school"
"I'm not leaving you Jaycee, I never meant for that to happen, she was crazy okay"
"Just like I was to believe you ever loved me"
"But I did love you"
"Did. Being past tense"
"No. I mean I've always loved you, Jaycee, and nothing can change that"
"Just fuckoff Jack"
"No Jaycee, why don't you just listen to me, you don't trust me"
"FOR FUCK SAKES JACK. IVE NEVER TRUSTED ANYONE. IF YOU KNEW ME THE WAY YOU SAID YOU DID YOU WOULD KNOW THAT I HAVE MAJOR TRUST ISSUES. BUT HEY WHO GIVES A FUCK. JUST CONTINUE TO HURT ME HOPEFULLY ILL HAVE A PANIC ATTACK AND DIE" I yelled getting off the bus as it stopped
"Jaycee I'm sorry" he said lowering his head and heading the way to school
"Whatever" I said wiping away my tears. Fuck it I'm not going to school. I walked away towards the boxing gym. It just so happened I was right behind him. Fuck me. I turnt around and walked the other way. It took me two hours to get there and by time I was there I was full of anger. I let myself in and walked to the changing rooms. I wuickly got changed and went to my lockers. I grabbed my gloves and wraps. I went straight to s bag and started punching it. I did ten minutes of punching and then did some chin-ups and press ups and then did my squats. I was at the gym for two hours just letting off steam when someone ran in through the front doors
"IS JAYCEE HERE???" They yelled

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