No Normal Tears

He Can't Say No

- Nagisa's POV-

Without a second thought I took my hands off the keyboard. Of course, that wouldn't change the fact that he's a smartass with eyesight, so I couldn't hide anything.

"Hey, Karma..." I feel like it's been so long since we've had a regular conversation since first year. Maybe he thinks not.

His ombre eyes drifted to the computer screen. "Why the heck are you checking your grades on Koro-sensei's computer?" A few seconds passed by before his eyes widened and a smirk formed on his slender lips. "Ehhhh? Are you changing your grades?"

I tried grabbing the mouse to exit out of the page, but his overpowering hand covered mines, making it impossible to reach the mouse.

He furrowed his eyebrow. "Wellll?"

My gaze changed to our interwoven hands. "N-No. I was, like you said a moment ago, checking on them. And they're as terrible as always so bye!" I tried standing up, but he pushed me back to the seat.

"Truth. I'd like the truth please," he put his free hand on my chest, probably feeling how fast my heart was beating at how weird this looked. "Eh, you're heart rate is through the roof. Wonder what that means."

"I was checking my grades, that's it! We need to head to class now!" I exclaimed to his nearing face. He pouted, seeing through my lie. A crimson blush sneaked its way to my face as I realized I couldn't trick Karma.

Despite my obvious dicomfort, he inched a bit closer to me. He looked like he was about to say something, but the sound of something nearing the building stopped him.

It was definitely our monster teacher. I smirked, looking at his eyes this time. "Better get off of me before he suspends you for PDA."

Instead, the sadist took the mouse and exited out of the page. The moment his hand let go of mines, it immediately pinned my neck against a wall.

"K-Karma, what the actual fuck?" He allowed me to talk just fine though. A smile was on his face as he took my wrists and pinned them above my head, the sound of Koro-sensei nearing the building becoming more fluent. "What's your plan?"

"You wanna see PDA? I'll show you that just fine," he answered, his blood lust being apparent on his movements alone.

I was scared, scared out of my mind. What the hell was he planning to do to me? And right at this very second.

The moment he inched forward, the wall busted open, revealing a smiling tentacle monster. "Good to be- AHHHH!!!" Our teacher dropped his bags and bags of chips and sweets. He immediately separated us at max speed. "Karma! Nagisa! What were you guys thinking?!"

I was offended deeply. "Me?! He was the one who pinned me against a-!"

"No use hiding it Nagisa, we got busted big time," he sighed. But then a smile was on his face as he placed his arms up high like he was giving a speech. "You caught us Koro-sensei. Me and little Nagisa were planning on making love."

"What?!?!" Our teacher's face turned a crimson red just like mines. He looked at Karma then to me, then repeated. "Wha? Here?! AT SCHOOL?!?"

I tugged on one his tentacles desperately. "N-No! He's lying, you've gotta believe me! I was trying to change my grades and he showed up!"

That didn't help matters. "WHAT." Koro-sensei's optimistic voice turned deep and raspy in a flash. Oh crap.

"W-Well I mean-"

"Nagisa! Stop trying to make excuses, you're hurting my feelings." Oh hell no. He grabbed my hand and pulled me into his arms, carrasing my head like a toddler. "Our love may be forbidden, but there's no need to lie about it!" He stated, making sure Koro-sensei heard.

I tried pulling away, but he placed his lips on my ear. "Wha-?"

"Play along, unless you wanna be expelled for altering private material. Got it?" He whispered. The surprising cold from his lips made me squirm, but I nodded.

"Nagisa? I-Is this true?" Even Koro-sensei was shaking. "Answer me!"

"YES!" I spun myself out of Karma's grip to face my teacher's red smile. "It's true, I'm sorry. R-Really I am," I mumbled under my breath. Apparently he heard it, cause I felt a comforting tentacle on my shoulder. "S-Sensei?"

He slowly but surely turned back to his normal yellow face. "There's nothing to be sorry about. Nothing at all."

The grip Karma had on me tightened as I tried breaking free again to announce my own little speech. "But why?! A guy and a guy can't be in love so why?! Why aren't you expelling us?!"

Even the person who stated we were 'in love' was startled a bit. "Nagisa-"

"Why are you so accepting of this, Karma?" I whispered to him, and only him. "Even if this is all fake, why?" Before I knew it happened, tears formed in my eyes before spilling out and rolling down my cheeks.

What have I gotten myself into?

Koro-sensei took his tentacle away from me. "I'll leave you two alone, just be in class before the bell rings alright?" He blasted away to probably suntan or something of the sort.

Karma turned me to face him, taking hold of my shoulders so I wouldn't drop even if my legs gave out. "Nagisa, I'm sorry for doing tha-"

"WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?" I started fully sobbing, breaking down in front of my old friend. "I-I was so scared that you were gonna torture me when you pinned me against that wall. What the hell is wrong with you?"

He didn't answer, instead he pulled me into another hug.

"Let me go. I don't wanna be in your arms. I don't." I nuzzled myself into the cravis of his jacket anyway, despite spouting that I didn't want him to hold me. "I, I want to be let go."

"Nagisa, I'm no good at encouraging other people to stop lying to themselves." He played with one of my pigtails.

I chuckled, letting my tears stain his shirt. "Yeah, you punched Terasaka so he'd help disarm Itona remember?"

"Hey it was his fault for being such a wuss in the first place!" Memories of that day came in my mind, making me smile again. "He almost died saving you guys so I guess he's redeemed."

I looked up at my friend, meeting his eyes with my azure ones. "Karma, it's really nice to finally talk to you again. It's been too long really."

I got him to nod as a response.

He smiled, placing his chin on my head. "Hey, what is it that you want?" The grip he had on my waist tightened.

"I wanna be let go, that's what."

He turned to look at my wrists, covering in hairties my mom bought, plus the two Kayano gave me. "Are you okay Nagisa?"

No I'm not. I live with an abusive mother and no male role model to look up to. I have bruises underneath these shoes of mine. I'm crying in my friend's arms right now.

But I can't say no.

I clenched my fists, watching as tears started to reach the floorboards. "Yeah, I'm fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Y-Yeah. Yeah I'm sure."
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Just so people know, Nagisa ain't a homophobe. In Japanese culture, it's treated as unholy for a man to love another man, same for women. So that's whyyyy.

Sorry, I had to change up Nagisa's personality again. He's more mentally broken down as a person now. Plot convince I know -_-

I didn't really know what to do with this chapter to make it end with the way it did, so here's a crying Nagisa and an overprotective Karma! YAY