My Life On Instagram

8.

MADDIES POV

I walked into school with my head held high, and Missy at my side. I could take all the stares and glares.

That was this morning, it is now currently lunch and i was sat in the toilets, feeling bad for myself. As soon as we entered the main corridoor of the school this morning, everyone stopped talking, i could have heard a pin drop, and they just glared at me. All of them, every single one.

It had been the same throughout the day, and i was started to feel really hurt by their stares. I kept on trying to find John, however when I did finaly find him, our eyes latched on to each others, and he simply turned in the opposite direction and walked away. He did not even look back at me.

I feel as if i have got no one to go to, mom is at work, Missys at a choir practise and i have no other friends. But then i remembered my amazing cousin!

[hey! How are you?]

He replied nearly straight away.

[V. Good thanks, and you?]

[Good, Good. And I am actually feeling slightly depressed an I wanted your amazingness to cheer me up!]

[why? What's wrong?]

I went on to explain my situation and the different possible out comes.

I don't want to look too much like an attention seeking idiot to him though, so I say good bye and turn my phone off. I stood up, off the toilet floor and walked over to the tap, to splash some cold water onto my face.

'Grow up Maddie, you are being a stupid, silly and hormonal girl, a boy should not ruin your day, and neither should anyone else!' After I was.done with my little pep talk to myself, I marched over to the door and opened it with a bit too much force, it slammed into the wall and everyone turned and looked at me. 'Way to keep a low profile, stupid me.' I thought.

I was about to open my locker, when I spotted John walking my way. I stepped out in front of him and grabbed onto his lower arm.

"John, we need to talk. Are you free after school?"

"I guess..." He muttered.

"Ok, well meet me next to the benches outside, right after the bell."

"Ok."

With that he walked off. Gosh, he acts like such a jerk. I don't know what his problem is! 'It is the fact that you humiliated him by kissing him in front of everyone!' 'Oh shut up would you? Look, he kissed me back!' I think I am going crazy, I am now having arguments with myself...

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The final bell of the day had just rung, and I was now heading outside to the benches, where I had agreed to meet John.

When I saw his face, heat ran up my spine with anticipation. I dropped my bag on the table and asked him if he wanted to sit down.

"Well I just kinda want to get this over with." He said, flatly.

"What is your problem? I know that kissing you was out of order, but it is not like I have a disease, so what is up your butt?" I explode.

"The fact that you humiliated me in front of everyone! You know I care about my social standing, and I want as many friends as possible, obviously unlike you do! Just stay away from me, freak!" He shouted and stormed off towards his car.

A single tear rolled down my angry red cheeks, his comments hurt and they remind me of my past, and I hate that. I felt like carp, like no one liked me and that I was not wanted. I hated life and I hated a lot people around me.

I tripped over several times on the way to my parked car, because the tears were now openly flowing, blinding me.

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JOHNS POV

I hated seeing her upset, but I can't have her thinking that I am the week one here, because after all my friends mean more to me than a girl ever would, and I don't want to loose them.

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MADDIES POV

I got home and went straight up our wide, white staircase to my room. I slumped down onto my deep purple spinning chair and logged onto my instagram account on my Apple Mac.

I realised that Meg was leaving horrible messages all over my account. I didn't want to read them, so I didn't.

Gosh, I just hate Meg, she is such a female dog!

Once I had pulled my Physics and Bio books out of my Prada bag, I settled down to do some serious revision.

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DILLON POV

I could not take my eyes off her, she was just perfection. Missy stood in front of me in a midnight blue top and skinny white jeans, we are going out for dinner in around ten minutes.

I smiled at her and pulled her down onto my lap. Tucking a stray piece of hair behind her ear, and kissing temple. A warm feeling spread throughout my face, making her more addictive to me, she is like my own personal drug. In other words, I smitten even though we have only been dating for a week and three days.

I tapped her chin, so she would turn her face to me. As soon as she did, I covered her mouth with mine and hungrily and possessivly wrap my arm around her curvy waist. I deepened the kiss, laying her down on my bed, hovering over her, being careful not to crush her delicate body. My hand had a mind of its own and started making its way under her top, and up her body. She grabbed my hand a pulled it back to her waist, smiling onto my lips. I lifted away from her a smiled. I pecked her once more on the cheek, before moving completely away from her, cautious of the time.

I grabbed her hand and led her downstairs to my car. How could I have not noticed this girl before?

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OK, SO THIS CHAPTER IS SLIGHTLY DEPRESSING, SO I THOUGHT TO ADD A LITTLE BIT OF HIGH SPIRITS AT THE END! GOSH I HATE JOHN AT THE MOMENT!

MADDIES HOME ON THE SIDE------>>>>>>>>

LOVE,

JEMIMA

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