Beginning The Finished

Who's Teaching Who?

    "These street niggas don't love you, girl.
              They just sex you good, lie, and
                         destroy your life."

   My next lil fling was with a guy named A1. Typical street nigga with absolutely nothing going for himself. But hey, he was kind of cute and I had yet to be introduced to thug love.
He was a friend of my cousin, so I figured if he said it was cool A1 had to be all right. Wrong. This was the worst few weeks of my life, swea'.
It started off with a random Facebook message. Y'all already know I was inboxing niggas back with little hesitation.

A1 💀: Good mornin cutey 😍😍😍

Pause. 🤔 Wtf is a cutey? I let that one slide.

Kierra 🌻: Morning..

A1 💀: Wat yu up too? Yu need to fwm!!!

Kierra 🌻: 😂😘 Thanks I guess. & Uh.. Sure.

A1 💀: Wat's yur numberr boo??

And it went on from there. The present me is embarrassed for even entertaining a nigga that doesn't know the difference between too, to, and two. We all make mistakes though.
We texted for a minute and next thing ya know, I'm pulling up to see this dumb ass lil boy. Mind you, he doesn't have a car. No job. And no money. I was dumb too.
I go over early one morning after dropping mommy off at work. Hoody on, no shirt underneath. Yoga pants on, no panties. And some fake Uggs. I thought I was cute, honey.
I knock and he's already at the door looking dusty. That was the first sign to leave.
"What's up baby. Oowie, you thick as hell. Goodness, girl!!"
I just stood there smiling, "Thanks. You acting like you never seen ass before."
"Not one like this. I swea' I won't pull out!!"
Sign number two.
He grabs my hand and we walk in the house. Lemme describe the setting to y'all. The living room was to the left. Bottles, cards, and blunts scattered the floor. What really caught my attention were the six niggas laid out in there. My heart almost stopped when I saw Tay. That was my lil boo. I'll tell y'all about him later.
My cousin and his older brother were sleeping too. I promise y'all I put all 200 pounds on my tip toes and I tried to walk so quietly. I was looking like a certified whore coming over here this early in the morning with no draws on.
We finally made it upstairs and I wasn't even feeling it anymore. A1 was just smiling.
"Why are you smiling so hard?"
"Cause I finally got you over here after begging you so many times."
I pushed him off of me, "A1, why didn't you tell me all of them would be here? You know I'm low key!"
"Baby, it was nothing like that. I just knew if I told you, you wouldn't come," he grabbed me again and kissed my neck, "I'm sorry. Okay?"
I rolled my eyes while smacking my teeth, "All right ma-"
Before I could finish, his whole tongue was in my mouth. Y'allllll, my mouth had more of his spit than my own. I'm pushing on his chest and I guess he thought I was playing. He moved my arms to the side and started kissing all over my body. I mean, it felt okay, but I just didn't want to do anything like that with him with all the dope boys downstairs.
   I shut my eyes tight and just went with the flow. I did my signature lip biting and sucking. This had him excited as hell.
   "You can't be no virgin. Swea'. You kissing like a grown ass woman who knows what she doing."
   I occasionally gripped his shaft and massaged it. I could feel the pre-nut through his shorts. I was definitely not about to let this nigga get inside and nut in me.
   He lifted my sweatshirt, fumbling with my titties like an amateur. He sloppily sucked on them. Slob everywhere. Ugh. I know I'm a virgin, but I know sex and foreplay has to be better than this.
   I tried to get in the mood, but it was so useless.
   "A1... A1.... A fucking 1!!!"
   He stopped and looked at me cluelessly.
   "I'm 'bout to go."
   "You just got here. Why you acting like that for?"
   "I'm not in the mood. Sorry," I slid from under him.
   I straightened up my yoga pants, put my girls back up, and brushed my nappy leave out down.
    Standing at the door I called his name, "Come here."
   "You changed your mind?"
    I laughed, "Boy stop. I just want you to come lock the door when I leave. Bye."