True Love: A Phan story

Part 13

Dan's POV

We arrive home and Phil still hasn't said anything. What is going on with him ? I just wish he'd open up. He just shuffles up to his room, slamming the door behind him. What do I do ??

I decided to ring Louise and ask for some advice. I found her contact and quickly rang her.

"Hello" she answered cheerily

D - Hi
L - Whats up ??
D - See that's the thing, I need some advice
L - Why what's happened ??
D - I think I'm in love with Phil
L - Awe Dan that's .....
D - But that's not it. See the thing is me and Phil had a bit of a mess around one night.
L - And ...
D - And ever since then he's been closed off and having panic attacks and I don't know what to do
L - Have you tried asking him why ?
D - Yeah he just ignores me, what do I do ?? (Dan starts crying)
L - I don't really know Dan, I'm sorry. Please don't cry.
D - ......
L - How about I bring Darcy round and we can order food see if I can get Phil to talk to me whilst you play with Darcy and her toys.
D - That would be nice considering the weekend I've had. I've been in hospital.
L - Was it because of that thing online ?
D - Yeah, I got really angry punched a mirror, fractured me wrist and then tripped over a shoe and knocked myself out.
L - Oh Dan, I'm so sorry, I'm defiantly coming round now.
D - Okay
L - I'll be round in about half an hour okay ??
D - Thank you, see you in a bit
L - See ya soon

Finally someone talks back. I shouldn't blame myself but I feel like it's partly my fault maybe we went to far to soon and now he hates me. No Dan its not your fault it's not his either. I hate the tension in this flat right now.

I went to my room and got changed. I made sure that my my hair was okay, of course it needed washing but that's not important. I left my room and I walked past Phil's door and hesitated as to wether I should go in or not. But he's still on crutches he might need something.

I knocked and shouted "Do you need anything? "

"Just my pills and some water please? " he replied

I went to kitchen grabbed his pills, filled a glass with water and walked back to Phil's door. I opened the door and shuffled in awkwardly not making contact with Phil and placed them on his bedside table.

"Thanks" he said, as I left and shut the door.

Phil's POV

Was I hurting Dan? He bearly looked towards me just down at the floor. Why am I so scared to admit it to myself, I'm bisexual. It's a scary thought how did Dan do it. It was about 2 years ago when he told he was bisexual, his exact words were "I may have never had a boyfriend but the idea of one doesn't completely scare me. I'm bisexual Phil, don't hate me." How could I hate him, I've secretly been in love with him since I met him. I never admitted it to him in case he would hate me. But he wouldn't he cares so much and I've gone and ruined everything.

A/n sorry it's short will update again later on