My Story

My Story 2: Broken Spirit

I'm back after a while. Stuff happened after the first story and I didn't have a reason to write anymore, but I did decide to write this poem on how I really feel now...

"Broken Spirit"

I Didn't Want To Accept.

I Didn't Want To Hear It.

I Lay Alone As I Wept.

I Didn't Want To Fear It.

I Didn't Want It To Happen.

I Didn't Want To Go Near It.

It Wasn't Suppose To Happen.

Now I'm A Broken Spirit...

I Put My Heart In His Hand.

What Was He Trying To Gain?

He Didn't Understand,

That He Caused Me So Much Pain.

What Was I To Do?

I Was Trying To See.

He Didn't Want You.

What Was Told To Me.

I Kept Trying And Trying,

For You And Me Together.

But I Kept Crying And Crying.

It Wasn't Going To Be Forever.

I Waited for You.

I Was Patient For It.

It Was Suppose To Be Us Two.

But Still I'm A Broken Spirit.

I Tried To Believe You.

It Wasn't Meant To Be.

I'm Sorry,

Is What You Keep Telling Me.

I Stopped Believing.

It Wasn't Going No Where.

I Stopped Dreaming,

That We Could Make It There.

Later It Ended.

I Won't Lie To Myself.

I Kinda Regret It.

Damn, I Need Help.

But I Knew What I Needed.

And You Wasn't It.

But In The Mirror

I'm Still A Broken Spirit...

You Pushed It,

On Who I Should Be.

And Soon I Got Tired,

Of The Lies You Were Telling Me.

You Said You Loved Me.

And I Believed It.

That Was A Lie.

I Feel Like I've Been Hit.

I Had My Trust.

You Tore It Apart.

You Hurt Me.

You Broke My Heart.

You Wasted My Time,

Thinking I Was On Your Mind.

But That's Not Right.

You Were On Mine.

Now I'm Finished.

I Played Your Game.

You Always Win.

But We'll Never Be The Same.

You're Still My Love.

I Got To Deal With It.

But Forever I'm Still,

A Broken Spirit........