My Story

My Story 3: You Know What's Funny

You know what's funny, but it's not really funny? Well I have a story that just happened...a few minutes ago that is funny, but you won't laugh because it's not funny. Understand? Anyway.

A girl broke up with her ex after 9 months of a relationship because he was unloyal and she couldn't trust him anymore. She got with another person who she thinks will make her happy. Let's be honest. She still has feeling for her ex and what he does still makes her jealous. She doesn't want to be jealous. She hates jealousy, but she can't control it. Her ex started "talking" with her best friend/sister/everything/LOML and her best friend got feeling for him. Oh yes. She didn't like this at all. She thought, 'Why would her best friend lie to her?' Her best friend told her that she would never like her ex or go out with him and of course she believed her, but now she's not so sure anymore.

Days after days, this girl sees him kinda flirting with her best friend and sometimes with other girls in their group chat and obviously you know that she gets jealous. You're probably thinking, 'Why would she get jealous over someone she broke up with?' Well she thought the same thing and I tell you that she regrets what happened in September 2015 where it all started. If she hadn't done what she done, then she wouldn't have to go through this. Less heartbreaks, less tears, less....thoughts....., less trust issues, and so on, but things happened. Today he texted her and told her that he wanted to be honest. Of course she didn't think anything of it. She didn't think it would be about something that she didn't want to hear because already she wasn't in a good mood from an earlier situation.

He told her that in class they were talking about first loves and he said that she was his first love. The girl didn't feel no type of way about what he said because she saw this one part that made her mad to the point where she wanted to punch the wall or something at least. He said that he was in love with her best friend. Now let me tell you this. Her ex and her best friend are not even dating, her best friend has a boyfriend, and he never sees her at all. He ex told the girl that he couldn't fall in love with her because he never see her at all everyday, but when she heard this today she was pissed because he never sees her best friend at all except one time and they never dated and he's already in love with her.

The girl fell in love with her ex before. He told her that story about why he couldn't fall in love and then later lied about saying he didn't fall in love with her when he told her that she did, but she's guessing that he lied about that only to keep her happy. You know the story, but anyways she thought, 'How could you fall in love with a girl who you never dated and who has the same situation where you would never meet her parents because they're strict?! How did you fall in love with her in 2 weeks, but never with me in those 9 months. Was it hard for you to fall in love this time or was that story about how your last girlfriend had made you hard to fall in love a lie? Did you not want to fall in love with me? I want to know because this is funny for you to tell me that you're in love with her when she didn't got through 9 months of hell with your unloyal.....nvm.'

The girl calmed herself because she realized that it wasn't worth it so she decided to write this to get it off her chest and be done with the whole situation. She didn't want to deal with that situation and the situation that she was dealing with her current boyfriend. Now that's a story. Her boyfriend told her how he respects her decision on how she want to save herself for marriage, but as days go past, he always wants to have sex. He gets a little mad at her when she tells him no to something he want to do to her. She thought he respected her decision, but now she doesn't know anymore and then on top of that, she was on the phone with him one day and they were talking. He told her in a serious voice, "Shut the fuck up forreal." She was so confused. She didn't do or say anything to make him mad.

All she asked was if he was bothered by something. He didn't have to disrespect her so she hung up and when he called back, all she did was look at the phone and started humming to the ringtone just letting it sit there and ring. Later that day, he apologized and said he never wanted to disrespect her, but that apology didn't matter anyway because they were on the phone again, but around 12 something and he did it again. Luckily she didn't hang up because she know that he didn't mean it. She did let it slide, but she was still mad, but she didn't show it. It's bad that she had to go through that yesterday and then her ex saying this today. She doesn't know what to do. This is her story.