THE PAGE FROM LISA JOURNAL 📓 Today was hard. I just want to give up. I'm tired of feeling like this. I smile and laugh but inside I still feel unhappy.
Every day I ask my self what did I do. What did I do to loose my hearing. What did I do to loose my friends. Why did I loose my sister. All I want is for her to look at me like she used to . Like I was her best friend . Not she looks at me like I'm her burden. I'm just in the way.
I don't want to feel like this anymore . Yesterday Jace took me to a doctor . They gave me some medicine to take.💊 The doctors said it would help me be happy. Now every Wednesday I have to go talk with a therapist to make sure I don't do anything harmful to myself.
Present time
Lisa: looking at my writing taped to the locker I couldn't breath. Panic set in. Everybody new. That something was wrong with me. About my depression and my therapy journal. All i remember is running and never stopping. @lisaandlena #Lisaandlena #leli #lelinator
