The Transfer Student {Verkwan}

Seungkwan's Bad Childhood

My name is Boo Seungkwan.

Ever since I was young I was bullied. Either because I was fat or because of my name. One thing I hate is that my parents would do the same.

My parents would always judge me and say how they have the worst son in the world that does nothing.

"You fat fuck, you are a disappointment. You will never be normal. You will never have any friends. You are a disgrace to this family."

They always broke my self esteem or confidence. But eventually they began to abuse me and leave bruises on me. Because of this I was scared of people.

Eventually someone found out and they took me away to an orphanage. I think my parents were pretty happy to know that I was finally out of their lives.

It wasn't like the orphanage was any better. Kids bothered me for being fat and for having my birth parents give me up for adoption.

After 6 months passed, the orphanage was having a talent show but for my age division we were too young to do anything individually so they made all of us sing together and we all got solo parts.

When I was younger, I didn't know if I could sing or not. And when I went to singing practice, my part was a high note right at the end. The teacher said she will practice with me later to perfect it.

When we all independently finished trying to remember our parts, the teacher then made us do a quick practice all together.

I didn't really care about singing but when I was younger I thought that there was still a bit of hope for me to make friends. and at this point I was starving myself to lose weight and make people like me.

When my part came I didn't say anything. The teacher then stopped the music and told me to just try to do it once.

So I did it right then and there before she started to play the music. When I began, I amazed myself with how loud my voice was because I never tried singing until now.

When I was done with the high note I looked at the teacher and asked if that was ok? She then complimented me on my singing and said that I should do something for the talent show.

Some of the other kids while were amazed and some of them looked at me with a glare. They made me feel very scared and so I shock my head to the teacher and the teacher forced me to wait for her after class to talk to her.

After class she asked me why I didn't want to do the talent show thing and when I told her that I didn't want to she then threatened me and forced me to practice and such.

When the talent show came I didn't go and went to my hiding spot in the orphanage and the teacher came into the kids room and started yelling and cursing at me to come out.

Eventually the teacher left and when I came out the talent show was over and she dragged me by the ear and then took me to her office and hit me and kicked me and hit me more.

I went back to the orphanage all bruised and bleeding with cuts. At this point, I lost all hope and cried myself to sleep. Ever since then I was never the same.

Every time I gave sass to the teacher they would punish me. But since I am a bit older now then before, they now burn me and starve me.

But when they sent me to a public school for high school, I wasn't exactly scared of anything. I knew I was going to get bullied, and beat, and threatened, and such.

When I went to the first day of school, the told me introduce myself and I did by only saying my name and then sitting because I had nothing else to do.

They then told me to stand up and apologize for and I obviously gave them sass and said that I did nothing so I don't need to do anything.

He then told me to go to the principle's office and I left the classroom alright and then the school and then went to the park by the school.

I sat there and cried knowing that I'm hated and such. I was followed by some bullies from my school. I just knew that this day was not going to be a good one.

I ended up getting beat up and they called me names like 'Fattie', 'Cry Baby', and a 'Loner'. I went home and the teachers at the orphanage asked me what I did in school and such to get a phone call home. 

When they saw I got beat up, they thought said that its good that I got beat up and then the ended up hitting me and starving for another day.

After a few months passed I have been kicked out of about 5 different high schools and I would always get punished for it.

But one day a family came into the orphanage looking to adopt a teen around my age and they saw me with a cut on my cheek and the lady asked if I was ok.

I faked a smile and told her I was perfectly fine as I just tripped the other day while going to school. she then put her hand on my cheek and told me I should be careful.

I then reassured her saying its just a cut and saying that it doesn't hurt as much. She then asked if I was put up for adoption and I nodded and said when I was about 7 or 8.

She then asked me for directions on where the head master was and I took her there then she said I am very nice and mature for my age. I faked another smile and thanked her.

I tried to leave as quickly as I could but then the lady grabbed me by my hand and told the head master that she wanted to adopt me. 

I was shocked by her words and when she said she will be my new mother. She wants another kid because she has a young daughter at home. 

The head master gave the lady a fake smile and told me to go back my things I nodded and then ran to my room. I then was a bit shocked and a tear escaped my eye and I knew that they won't welcome me with open arms so what am I thinking.

But I was shocked when she said that she actually lived in America and that she is actually supposed to go back today and she bought an extra ticket knowing that she would adopt a new son.

This is when my life completely changed.