She Will Be Loved

Chapter 4 | First day of School

Jazmine POV

"Jazz, your late," Blake yells at me.

"I know," I yell back, I am panicking, I don't know what to wear or what to do and onto of all that I can't stop thinking about Jay.

Well I have to get over him, he is just a jerk, he is just one guy who I like and will get over in a few days.

Now that I am done with that, what the hell am I going tot wear that Blake won't shout at and tell me to go change and make me waste ore of my fucking time.

"Hurry up," he yells again, "Kylie is waiting."

"I coming, just tying my hair up." I decided on a cute red dress, and run downstairs. Blake throws me an apple and Kylie and I run as fast as possible.

I am surprised that I haven't seen Jay today. He basically lives at my house, but after I rejected him he shouldn't even show his face to me.

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Jay POV

I haven't seen Jazmine since yesterday evening when I tried to ask her out, and why did she reject me? I thought we had a thing?

I turned around to face my locker and at the corner of I saw Jazmine, I felt like I hadn't seen her in forever.

I turn to face her properly and I see a blonde chick standing with them. Wait, is that, no, it can't be, is that's why she is pissed with me? Cause she knows my secret, well it's not a secret.

They turn towards me to and start to walk, I pull a book over my face, hoping they never saw me. I peep through the book to make sure it was Scarlet who was with them, and it was.

They pass me, I am so happy they didn't notice me, but I know I will have to face them sometime, just hopefully not now.

Now, I just need to know how to win over Jazmine.

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Jazmine POV

I don't know what is going on, I feel so sad, like something inside of me is dead, I don't wanna eat, I just wanna sleep, I just feel so lazy.

Is it because, no, please don't let it me, I can't be missing him, I hate him, I am so confused.

You should go talk to Kylie.

My thoughts say, I give myself a nod and run over to my room to go confess.

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"Ok," Kylie says, "let me get this straight, so on the day Blake and Jay came back and they had a party, you kissed Jay, and then you almost had sex with him in the rain, and then you guys had a moment yesterday morning and that's why you were late and finally when he asked you out, you said no because of the whole Scarlet issue."

"Yes, that's right, you got it all," I say," and now I don't know what to do, because I think I miss him, but I can't miss him, because I hate him."

"Well, Jazz, I think you should give him a chance, but as a friend, not as a boyfriend, just to check him out, to see if everything this is ok between you guys, and when your ready, make your decision."

I give her a nod and hear a knock at the door.

"Can I come in?" I hear a voice, it was Jay.

"Sure," Kylie says and I give her a death glare, "I think I'll give you guys a moment." Kylie leaves just leaving me and Jay by ourselves in the room.

Silence passed us and Jay finally let out a sigh.

"Jazmine, I am so sorry, I know you know about the Scarlet thing, and to this day I feel really bad for what I did to her, trust me, and to be honest you have been the only person I actually like, I am not just going to drop you, you are my world, and I wouldn't do anything to hurt you, I know you have this fuckboy, jerk image of me, but trust me, for you I'll change, I promise."

"I-I don't know what to say Jay, I have no words."

"Just say yes, and be the happiest person on earth."

Happiest person on earth, that's over the top, is it?

"Jay, I am sorry, I can't say yes, but yes we can be friends."

"Ok." Jay says and leaves, I just hope he didn't take it the wrong way, I still like him, but I need to be sure.

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Jay POV

We can be friends, that sentence keeps playing in my head like music, what does it mean?
Does she not like me? But we almost did so many things together, why?

Well, I'll just gain her trust by being her friends, but this still confuses me.

The questions one by one keep popping in my mind, but at the same time I am still happy I am her friend, I need to figure out a way to say sorry to Scarlet and prove myself to Jazmine.

I know, tomorrow at school, I will personally give Scarlet an apology note and flowers beg for her forgiveness.

All these thoughts are giving me stress, I decide to stay with Blake today and start making room for myself in his bedroom and fall asleep.

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Jazmine POV

"So what did you say?"
Kylie asks me.

"Well he apologizes and says he feels really sad about Scarlet, he just wants to clear his image, and he wanted me to say yes to him, I just told him I wanna be friends right now."

"Ok, well you did the right thing, I would have dont the same."

"I know," I say and suddenly feel a itch in my throat, like I want to cough but it's not coming out, I clear my throat and Kylie looks suspicious.

"Is everything ok?" She asks, I nod and run to the bathroom and throw my head over the sink like I am about to vomit but I don't, I just start coughing really hard and it's very painful.

I don't stop coughing, I can't stop, and finally I cough so hard that some slimy substance falls out of my mouth, it feels like something that was clogged in my throats is finally out.

I look up to the mirror to check what the substance was, it was red and weird, I touched it and I realized it was blood, why was there blood coming out of my mouth.

"Jazmine, is everything ok in there."

"Yea." I lie, I know if I would tell here she would get scared and tell Blake, and I can handle these things alone, anyway it's not that bad, it's just a little, it just could be something, I'll just go to the doctor.

A/N
What do you think could be happening to her?
Is she just normally sick or is it something more?
Will she say yes to Jay?

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