She Will Be Loved

Chapter 10 | Dinner

Jazmine POV

Please note, this chapter has explicit scenes.

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My god, today I have to meet Jays mom, I am so nervous, what if she doesn't like me?what if she doesn't accept me?

Do I wear, formal, semi-formal or casual? Ugh, why do first meeting with the parents make people scared?

I finally decide on semi formal and choose a blue and black dress with blue pencil heels.

I look at myself in the mirror and pat down the dress and I notice I have become so skinny, and it's only been a few days since I have been diagnosed, what will happen to me in a year? Will I be invisible?

I try to joke around, but it's not that funny anymore, first it used to be a joke, now it's just scary.

"Bubahh there you are," Blake imitates Jay.

"Ever heard of knocking babe," I tease.

"Wait, hold up, you call him babe, no, that's not happening."

"Why not, he is my boyfriend?"

"Still, I don't want you going around calling people babe, it's weird."

"Whatever, um.. Blake, can I asks you something?"

"What?"

I think about opening up to Jay about how scared I am with my cancer since he is the only person I'll have left, and once I'm gone, he'll have no body left , he'll be all alone.

I go in for I tight hug, at first, I think he was confused, then I think he understood why I was hugging him.

"Blake, I'm scared."

"I know, I know, it will be hard, but you will have me there by your side forever, I'll never let your hand go, it will always be in mine," I can't help but cry.

"B-but B-Blake, once I am gone, you'll be alone, no mom, no dad, no me."

"But you'll live on in my heart Jazz, you are the most important person in my life yes, but you'll away be with me."

"I'm still scare Blake."

"Scared of what?" Jay asks entering my room.

"Oh... erm... nothing," I say wiping my my tears, I know Jay notices but he doesn't point it out.

"So are you ready?" Jay asks.

"Yea, lets go," I hug Blake and leave.

"Bye bubahh," Blake yells, teasing.

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"Why were you crying when you were hugging Blake?" Jay asks.

"Oh... it's a bit personal," I say.

"So personal that you won't even tell me, you know you can tell me anything."

"Oh... I was just thinking of my parents today," I lie.

"I understand, I think of my dad all the time."

Jay is so sweet, I just feel so bad for lying to him, he means so much to me and I am just here lying to him; well, if I told him the truth, I think he would die inside.

In half an hour we arrive at his house and it is so beautiful, I already love it, I just can't believe only him and his mom stay here, alone.

Jay unlocks the door and guides me inside.