Screwed
Adjective
in a difficult or hopeless situation; ruined or broken
~Lauryn~
I can't believe I had an anxiety attack in front of a cute ass guy... I actually I can but crazy part is that he actually helped me out instead of looking at me weird and walking away. As you can tell I don't talk to guys at all only my brother which is different from me talking to other guys. This boy though, like is it just me or does he look like the underground singer Justin Bieber. Almost like his twin...Basically like him... nahhhhh can't be he is way taller with blue eyes and a deeper voice. That buhl...sorry I mean boy could date a 6'2" girl and make her seem like she's 5'2. Let me get back to work and stop talking about this mystery boy.
I have anxiety as that boy could tell but I a lot got depression and sometimes suicidal thoughts. I take meds for it so it doesn't come out, just need to take three pills everyday... so much fun right? I don't wanna keep thinking about this. Im not trying to get sad and start crying again, I have done so much progress.
I check my phone to see if my brother hit me up since I told him I wont be home til about 11:30-12:00am. Instead of my brother I see a message from an unknown number or should I say JM, honestly still don't know who this person is. This message though it scared the living shit out of me. I told my boss I was leaving early and without an answer I bolted out of there faster than I don't know just really fast. On my way home I called my brother and right when he answered told him to come home and hung up without an answer.
Once I got home I called out to Tre,
"Yes Lauryn?!? I'm here what's wrong?!? Damn he sound more scared than I was and I this point that's pretty much impossible to be or do.
" I know I didn't tell you this which i should have but I got these messages and i mean over a period of three years the messages had been coming in or whatever you want to call it but here look!" I showed him the messages and just looked at him with silent tears streaming down my eyes.
"What the fuck" he said slowly which is weird because his face was emotionless it should be pissed at me for not showing him and pissed because someone is coming for me tonight
"Look baby girl no one is coming for you okay? Don't worry about a thing. You got a safety room in the basement if anything happens go down there."
"Okay Tre don't leave me though please?!" I said hiccuping every other word.
" baby I have to make a phone call I'll be back in an hour" he said still showing no emotion.
"Okay Tre" I said looking down.
He runs out the door right when I said the O in okay. Like nigga damn can you wait til I finish my sentence. I walk into the living room and turn on the tv hoping there was something good on. THERE IS OH MY LORD!!!! Adventure time is my shit!! A marathon too? Shit im about to be here all night. Plus this is my favorite episode damn let me stop and thank god for this night real fast.
"BACON PANCAKES MAKIN BACON PANCAKES" as I sing along I look at my phone shit I have been here since 4:00 pm and now it's 12:00am let me finish it in my room. I go upstairs and take off my clothes. Hmmmm should I wear my new pink pj's or should I look like a total bum and wear sweats and a loose crop top? Shit I'm gonna look like a bum, like who am I impressing again? No one? True. I get in the shower and take my god damn time cause it feels good as shit. I don't curse a lot but today it's different I just i don't know unsafe I guess. After my shower I put a face mask on and put my bum pj's than turn on the tv.
Damn what time is it? Shit it's almost two, atleast this person didn't come. WAIT where's Tre?! Eh he's probably with friends.
"BANG!"
Holy shit ?!?! WHAT was that?! I'm gonna die, oh my god I'm screwed! I get the bad from the corner of my room and go towards my door. Yea I know this is a stupid move but this is how I can get to the safe room in the basement. I slowly walk down the steps just to trip and fall all the way down. Way to go Lauryn the one time you have to be quiet you have to be the loudest. The footsteps I heard stopped when I made it all the way down stairs. Well I'm definitely screwed tonight like just kill me now. The footstep resume and I slowly get up to continue my way down to the basement. I can see it, it's right at the end of this hallway, only a few more steps. Maybe about ten? Once I got to the door...hey where did the footsteps go. Right than and there a cloth when over my face. As I struggle to get out I accidentally breathe in just to pass out to the voice that sound somewhat familiar.
"I love you princess. Sleep well!"
Well I'm definitely screwed.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Just thought it was about time Jason got her.
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