Anuptaphobia
Noun
The fear of being alone without a lover
~Jason~
I finally got her! She's mine! I can't believe I have my princess with me right here and right now. She is so beautiful, like just look at her sleep. She is just so adorable when she sleeps. It's kind of a turn on to me actually...maybe a big one. She has this light snore when she sleeps and sometimes she moans lightly which is so cute. I mean sometimes it's like an angry moan kind of like a groan but other times she just be having wet dreams. Really like just imagine her moaning with this big dick... let me stop before you know who wakes up. Anyway just look at my princess, she makes me so happy. She is never leaving; she can't ever leave she just can't...
We well really I have been driving for hours and I mean hours. Its annoying as fuck, I hate waiting for anything. Its only taking this long because Lauryn used to live in Toronto Canada and now she will be living in Santa Monica California. That's about a 38-hour drive with no stopping or traffic. Fucking amazing thing is that we have a whole shit ton of traffic plus we have been driving for at least six hours already. We haven't even fucking past the dumb ass border yet. Fuck it might be because she is missing, it only takes ten minutes to get around someone is missing. I'm going crazy because her brother works for me. Like he is my right hand, he's my go to. I'm actually low-key drake. As I was laughing at myself I heard a yawn come from right next to me. That yawn was so cute I....
"Holy Shit! Where am I?!" I heard my baby scream.
I rolled my eyes kinda mad that she yelled than cursed and on top of that she fucking interrupted me.
"Do not curse sweetheart" I slowly said getting madder by the second.
"I can fucking do whatever the fuck I Want! Who are you?!" she screamed looking me dead in my eyes. I could see how mad she was getting and it was kinda a turn on but also scary because I know she will black out and do something she wished she didn't do.
"I'm J..." just to get cut off again.
"Noooooo you are irrelevant now spell it out with me I-R-R-E-V-E-N-T. Now take me home you fucktard!" you sound very calm a little too calm. Damn that's my baby!! But I can't have her talking to me like that. Its pissing me the fuck off like girl did you know my hands are bisexual shit. That's exactly what I did. I punched her so hard dead in her face.
"Now shut the fuck up or you will get it worse!" I screamed right in her face seeing the fear in her eyes well the one eye that isn't swollen. Oops, not really.
We just crossed the border when I hear a little whimper beside me.
"awe baby girl I'm sorry I just have a really bad temper." as I try to put my hand on her thigh covered by an over sized red temper shirt.
"let me ask you a few questions." she whispers while moving closer to the window.
"okay." I sighed with my hand back on the steering wheel.
"why did you take me?" she asked me starting to shake.
"I really love you Lauryn I would never hurt you unless you disobey me." I said looking in her eyes seeing the damage I did earlier feeling like shit.
"bullshit but okay where are we going?" She asked calming down a bit but still shaking.
"We are going to Santa Monica.... Please don't scream. Not again" I sounded scared I mean wouldn't you hearing a girl screaming in your ear for hours.
"...okay who are you and I'm serious this time." She sounded real angry like she was going to exploded at any second. Before i could answer she also asked "how much longer do we have til we get to where ever we are going?"
"I'm a Jason... Jason McCann and you baby girl are going to be Mrs. Jason McCann and not that much farther we are probably about 10-20 minutes away from where we will live for now on." I said smirking keeping my eye out for the opening in the woods thinking about our future together and if we have to move again so our kids don't be a hermit.
"O-okay" she said scared probably not hearing the last part sadly. She continued by saying "Are you going to hurt me?" shaking really bad now.
"like I said earlier baby girl only if you disobey me will I have to punish you" I slowly said with my jaw clenched. I really hate repeating myself like listen the first time.
"O-o-okay" she said with tears rolling down her red checks.
I felt bad but I didn't know what to do. She was going mentally crazy at the moment. Did she take her medicine today?
"kitten did you take your medicine today?" I said parking in the driveway.
"No...This is where you live? It looks so pretty, I love it!" she said looking up admiring the newly build house in front of the car.
"What the fuck Lauryn" I screamed at her.
"What?!" she screamed back while she jumped.t to do
"take your medicine god damn it. That's why you are crazy." I yelled
"HA HA HA you can't tell me what to do, how do you even know I have to take medicine? Actually I don't care I'm out bye." She slammed the car door and started walking into the woods. When I tell you I was so mad I don't remember what happened next but I honestly do regret seeing her after what I did. I just I-I don't know all I saw was red. But damn when I saw her I wanted to kill myself for what I did. Only if I didn't have Anuptaphobia...
