I just held him to me sobbing when the lactation nurse entered my room to teach me how to feed him. She helped me position him and then left the room. I quickly called me best friend, Tara and told her that I had him and she could come and see me after class. "Okay I'll be there in an hour!" she squealed and hung up. I sat there just watching my little boy. Eventually one of the nurses came in. "What are you going to name him?" she asked holding out a clipboard. "Umm Styles Alexander Edwards." I stated a little unsure of what Harry would think then quickly pushed him from my mind, he will never know. "That's adorable" she said as she wrote his name down and asked for my signature. I signed and handed her back the clipboard.
There was a light knock at the door then Tara's blonde head peeked through the door. "they said I could visit" she said as the nurse nodded and got up to leave the room. " oh he has so much hair!" she exclaimed running her fingers through his curls. "I know" I smiled up at her. "can I hold him?" she asked reaching out for him. I quickly handed him to her. sitting up to make room for her to sit next to me. "He really is beautiful" she stated " why don't you get some sleep. I'll stay here and hold him, and only wake you if he's hungry alright?" she said and I nodded leaning back as she walked over to the couch in the corner of the room.
Tara's POV
I sat holding Styles close as I watched my best friend sleep. I thought about the day she told me she was pregnant and how she told me she didn't even know who the father was. Just looking at this little boy I knew she had lied to me clearly Harry was his father and she hadn't been with anyone else. I just wished she would have been honest with him when she left him. I know she thought his career was more important but he would have wanted to know, not that I would ever tell him. Alex is my best friend and nothing will ever change that.
Alex's POV
"Alex" I woke up to Tara shaking my lightly and Styles crying. "I think he's hungry" she said handing him to me. I sat up and positioned him how that lady showed me and threw a receiving blanket over him so Tara didn't have to watch. "so.. are you going to tell him" Tara asked. "tell who, what?" I questioned though I knew what she was talking about. "Harry! Alex, are you going to tell Harry!? she exclaimed. "Of course not, I can't! it will ruin everything!" I yelled. "Alex he would want to... "and you better not either!" I said cutting her off. She just scoffed looking at me with a hurt expression. "Alex you know I would never do that" she told me looking at the floor. "I know Tara I'm sorry but how did you know I have never told anyone...." I asked desperately. you may be able to lie to the world Alex but I am your best friend." she stated firmly adding a smile.
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Why I Never Told You ( Harry Styles Fan-Fic)
ФанфикHow do you tell someone who has so much going for them that your pregnant? How do you tell them when your here to say it's over. My name is Alexandra Edwards and I just found out I'm pregnant by my soon to be ex boyfriend, who is becoming a famous p...