Why I Never Told You ( Harry Styles Fan-Fic)

First Day

"Styles! Please, I'm done chasing you, Mummy really needs to leave for work. Do you want to go and see Harry or not?" I yell through my condo. Styles comes barreling done the stairs. "Where were you?" I ask him, bending down to tie his shoes. "Hiding mummy, can we go now? Please?" Styles asks looking up at me from under his lashes, giving the best puppy dog face he can manage. I laugh, then lean over and pick him up. I buckle Styles in and get in the car, praying I'll make it on time.

When I arrived, I quickly pulled Styles out of the car, hiding him beneath coat. "Mummy, why do I have to hide?" he whispers as we rush past the paparazzi, which are just trying to get interviews with the boys. "Honey, Mummy and Daddy don't want you to have to be bothered by all of those people out there." I tell him, as we enter the lobby. "Oh." he says simply. "Now come on, let's go find those boys. " I take his small hand in mine and pull him towards the elevator.

On the ride up he is smiling bigger than I have seen in a very long time. I begin to wonder if keeping him a secret from Harry for so long was a bad idea. I always defended my actions by telling myself he would have dropped his music career, he would have hated me for it as well, but when I look at this small boy that looks so much like him, I can't help but think how different his life could have been. How close he would be to Harry, I can't help but feel like I took that part of his life from Harry, he will never know what it was like to hold his first born child right after he was born, to hear his first word, or watch his first steps. Will he hate me anyway? "Alex?" my name pulls me from my thoughts. I look up to find the bright eyed boy standing outside the elevator next to his miniature clone. "Yeah? " I ask cautiously. "Do you plan on getting off of the elevator?" he looks around nervously. "What?" I look around "Oh..um yeah, sorry" I flush, stepping out. "Are you okay?" Harry whispers, concern lacing his voice. "Yeah, I'm fine. I promise." I tell him, only I feel like I'm lying. There is nothing wrong, but when I'm with him I feel like there is, there are to many things left unsaid but I don't want to talk about them.

We make our way to Simon's office but as we reach the lobby, we find Simon talking to a large group of people. "Alright everyone, I have called you all up because I have a huge announcement to make. I have hired Alex,"he says gesturing to me, " She owns a salon here in L.A. and has worked with several celebrities, but that isn't why I called you all in. Harry and Alex have a little boy together." He announces, reaching for Styles. "I am telling you all because I do not want the tabloids getting ahold of this, they will take the story and run with it. This is also a warning, if I find out that someone from my company has leaked the story, I will fire you all! Every last one of you are replaceable, there are plenty who want and are qualified for your jobs. So keep that in mind. Carry on." he says sternly, dismissing his employees.

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It has only been a few hours since Simon's speech, but it seems like forever. The boys have mostly recorded today, other than a few photo shoots I haven't really had to do any work, I styled their hair and picked out a few outfits, other than that my day has been pretty laid back.

I'm sitting in the studio with Simon, Zayn, Louis, Liam, Niall and Styles, watching Harry record his part of their song. The boys are cracking jokes, and playing with Styles, while I just sit there mesmerized. I knew Harry could sing, and I've heard many of the groups songs, but to watch him like this was something completely different. His eyes closed, his lips slightly wet, the vain in his neck bulging, it's perfect. He's so passionate, and in that moment I'm sure that I won't let this whole thing with Styles and I ruin any of it.

I jump up grabbing Styles and running from the room, I don't know where I'm going exactly but I needed somewhere quiet. I run down the hall, to the office that Simon has temporarily given me. I am pacing back and forth, while Styles is sitting in my desk chair spinning in circles. "Mummy, what's wrong?" he asks jumping down and wobbling over to me. I laugh at his dizziness, so cute, and scoop him up into my arms. "Nothing for you to worry about sweetheart." I assure him, kissing his cheek. He smiles sweetly, wrapping his little arms around my neck. Just as he pulls away there's a knock at the door. I let him down walking over to open the door, the boys are standing there awkwardly. "Hey, I- I was just wondering if we could, if we could talk for a moment?" Harry stutters, rubbing the back of his neck nervously. "Yeah, I guess that's fine." I awkwardly search for words. "Yeah?, Styles why don't you go with Uncle Lou, and get some snacks yeah? Then Mummy and Dadd- I will meet you down there soon." he tells our son. Styles jumps up bolting out of the room and into Lou's arms.

Harry steps inside my office, closing the door behind him. "Did I do something wrong?" he asks weakly. "What?" I spin around, a little confused. "You just jumped up and left." he tells me, hurt in his eyes. "Oh, God no, I just needed to take a call." I lie. "Oh" he says, thankfully believing it. "Is that all you wanted?" I ask casually. "Huh?, oh no. I actually wanted to ask you if you would come to this event thing we are attending tonight..." he trails off. "Um, sure why not, I just have to find someone to watch Styles. So I'll let you know." I tell him smiling.

Harry's POV

Just as I stepped out the door I heard her on the phone with her mum. I walked quickly down the hallway, trying to search for my son and best friends. I finally found them, running around the café shooting Nerf guns at each other. I stood there laughing at the sight until one of the darts hit me right in the middle of my forehead. I look around to find Styles smiling sweetly in my direction. I chase after him, both of us laughing hysterically and smiling like idiots. Once I catch him, I help him onto my shoulders, and search for Lou. "Lou!" we both yell, as we search around the building, he comes out of one of the rooms tugging his shirt down, Eleanor following after him. I smirk knowingly, "Eleanor, Lou! Just the two we've been looking for!" I shout. "Hi Harry, whatcha need." Eleanor beams. She already knows about Styles. "I need a favor, I asked Alex to come with us tonight, and Ele, I was wondering if maybe you could go shopping with her and help her get ready tonight? Just take my card and go all out. What do you say?" I ask, hopefully. "Yeah, no problem, but your paying for my shoes." she tells me batting her eyes. "Done!" I exclaim, rushing down the hall, Styles still on my shoulders.

Short, I know but I'm graduating soon and all of my time has been focused on the things I've got to do to get into the college I want to go to! Anyway I hope you enjoy!! ;) -AnnaKay