~one week later~
Lucy's pov
I'm still staying with harry and we have got even more close but as flirty friends no lip kissing yet, however I am beginning to have feeling for him.
Anyway this morning I have had really bad sickness and I did yesterday too
'Lucy you alright?' I heard harry shout from outside the toilet door and I just mumbled back
He then burst in and came and rubbed my back for me and held my hair back
'Lucy that night you got raped' he paused making sure he had my attention which he did
'Did he use protection' shit shit shit I never thought of that I Can't be pregnant. No. I'm not. I can't be
'No, but I can't be pregnant harry no' I felt a tear come to my eye
'Alright babe' he said rubbing my back
'We will get you a pregnancy test today and you can find out' by now I had stopped throwing up
I went out and bought a test earlier, i had the test with the result in it but to afraid to look when I did I broke down crying, it was positive, I grabbed the razor of the side me slit 3 times before harry came in amd took it off me and rocked me like a baby
'Harry I can't have a child I'm only 18 I'm not ready' I sobbed into him
'Shph what about an abortion' I hadn't thought but I was against abortion but I couldn't have a baby I needed to get one so I nodded.
He picked me up bridal style and put me on the bed nd grabbed a bandage to wrap up my arm, he then give me his trackie bottoms that where obviously to big but they where comfy and I put on one of my big baggy hoodies and we went down stairs where Louis and zayn where sat eating breakfast it was 11 o'clock me and harry walked straight past the boys and into the living room shouting morning as we passed,
We went and cuddled on the sofa and watched a film, but I couldn't get it off my mind I had leave harry before i fell even more in love with him because he won't want me a single possibly soon to be mum we got half way through the film,
'Harry I need to find my own place I will move today'
'What why' he questioned looking confused
'Well I just do I can't stay with you for ever what happens when I have my child' I said not telling him I liked him I felt tears start to fill my eyes still not letting one slip
'I thought you where having a abortion?' He said quietly so none of the others could hear because I still hadn't told them
'Harry I don't think I can' I said while letting a tear slip
'I will be there for you when you do luc I'm here for you but like you said earlier you are 18 and your to young, you can have the abortion and forget about it but if you have the baby tht horrible boyfriend of yours will always stay in your mind' he spoke truthfully and I let the tears slip even more
'Thats the point harry I really like you and I can't be around you anymore or I will fall for you completely' I spoke letting it all out
'Lucy.. I like you to' he said leaning in and he then Kissed me softly it was so good. We carried on watching the film and Louis and zayn came in
'Alright love birds' Louis teased not knowing that we actually both liked each other
'I need some rest so I'm gonna have a lie down' I spoke and got up and went to bed but before I got into bed i grabbed my phone and saw my inbox was full of texts from him and my voicemail was full I started to read the texts
~texts from him~
'Babe I miss you'
'Come home please'
'Im so sorry babe'
'Are you safe'
And there was a lot more saying similar stuff I started to cry again and replied I still hadn't changed him name in my phone
~to: my baby<3~
You text me once more and I go to the police leave me alone if you contact me in anyway from now on I will report you. You been warned
From me
I cried as I sent it getting even more angry with every word I typed. And at that moment I deleted his number out of my phone. He was out of my life forever.
I fell asleep crying shortly after. When I awoke I checked my phone for the time it was 2 pm I must have slept for a hour or 2 I woke up in pain from my eye and arm again I left the room and went to the kitchen to grab a bag of frozen peas to hold against it I got them at sat at the brakefast bar on my own with my phone in my hands reading through the texts he sent me and feeling proud of the message i sent. But tears Carried on coming out. Then Louis and Niall walked in the kitchen
'Oh hey luc didn't realise you where awa....you alright' louis spoke changing tone quickly realising
'Yeah don't worry about me' I said putting the peas back in the freezer and heading back up to the bedroom I lied back down and suddenly felt Harry's strong arms wrap around me again. I turned me over
'Lucy I hate seeing you like this' he said kissing me on the lips again
'I hate being like this harry' he hugged me tight and we laid in silence for a bit
'Lucy I booked you an appointment for the scan tomorrow to check for real if you are actually pregnant and then we can talk about the abortion' he whispered
'Thankyou' I mumbled in his ear still hugging tightly
