The love will never stop

The field part 1/3

School is really boring. It wouldn't be so bad if...well...I think you know.

Worst part is??? Bianca and jax have been acting more in love and weird than they ever were before. It's really driving my nuts,but I'd probably be fine if it weren't for the whole miles situation.

"Hey Alya,is something wrong?" Bianca asked me.

I replied with a no and jax and Bianca both gave me a weird look. Luckily the belle rang for school to be our,so I can get away from stress at school for a while.

I went to the field and sang dig deep again like usual. To be honest,I'm REALLY just hoping that one day I come here and start to sing and mile will show up.

Oh yeah which reminds me,I should go see him....

                                                              TIME SKIP
When I got to the hospital,there wasn't a lot of people around. I couldn't seem to find a doctor anywhere. I started to walk out of the entrance. I know I can't really do this,but I, doing it now so I'm not gonna stop yet.

I finally seen some doctors,surrounding the room miles was in. There was like five of hem in total. They were just talking...but what about?

"Um,excuse me,could I see miles? I would like to very much" I said nervously,not knowing what they were going to reply.

"Oh hunny,you can see him for a few minutes but then you have to go...we need to do some testing" they informed.

My fist clutched but then I snapped myself out of the "angry me" phase.

"Oh uh ok,I'll take all the time I can get" I replied,even though that is most certainly not what I wanted to say to them.

I know he probably needs those tests and stuff,but it just upsets me.

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When I got in the room,I seen miles was awake,but still not looking well.

"Hey Alya" miles barely said,as in he couldn't talk well.

"Miles don't try to too much ok,you don't sound very well" I told him.

I came over to the bed and laid down with him.

"Everything's gonna be ok,I promise you" I said to him. "I might have to go soon,so I might not wanna get too comfortable" I said and got up.

Before leaving I kissed him on the forehead and said goodbye.

Then of course,the doctors came and said I had to go.

I took his hand and said "good luck miles,I know you'll be ok".

I didn't have a drive back home,and it was like 10:40 at night. It's really dark and this part of down doesn't have a lot of city lights.

So,I got a couple of extra sweaters and stuff that I had with me,and used those as a pillow and slept on a cold bench. I kind of wish I'd stayed in the hospital now.....

                                                         THE NEXT DAY

{To be continued....

So hey guys! I have to leave in a two or three hours to go somewhere for a day or more where there is no internet sadly,so would you like another chapter,and only one more,before I go??}