Dear Diary

#6

         But right now everything looks strange to me, as if I don't belong here... It's me that's out of place... And the worst thing is that I feel there's somewhere I do belong, but I just can't find it...

I was too tired yesterday to go to Orientation...

Meredith picked up my schedule for me, but I didn't feel like talking to her on the phone... Aunt Judith told everyone who called that I had jet lag and was sleeping, but she watched me at dinner with a funny look on her face...

I've got to see the crowd today, though... We're supposed to meet in the parking lot before school... Is that why I'm scared? Am I frightened of them?''