Dear Diary

#5

The funniest thing is, I wanted to become a better person for him... I wanted to be worthy of his love... Stefan has these ideas about honor, about what's right and wrong... And now, when he finds out how I've been lying to him, what will he think of me? Will he believe me, that I was only trying to protect him? Will he ever trust me again? 

Tomorrow I'll know... Oh, God, I wish it were already over... I don't know how I'll live until then...