Dear Diary

#2

          Stefan and I had lunch together, or at least we went off into a corner of the field and sat down with my lunch... He didn't even bother to bring anything, and of course as it turned out I couldn't eat either... We didn't touch each other much – we didn't – but we talked and looked at each other a lot... I want to touch him... More than any boy I've ever known... And I know he wants it, too, but he's holding back on me... That's what I can't understand, why he's fighting this, why he's holding back...