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After he closed the door, I just stared at his door hoping for him to reopen it and smile at me, but that never happened as I was there for five minutes or so. Sighing, I walked sloppily to my apartment and flopped myself in the couch. Everything feels so empty, I don't know why. My heart feels empty, my apartment feels empty (literally), everything feels so empty and lonely. Busan was so lively and fun; going for a walk on the beach late night to hear those soft waves crashing into one another. I've always wanted to take someone special there at night and just enjoy walking along side the beach. Water touching our foots as we hold hand and sometimes a little kiss.

Maybe I dreamt a lot, did I? It wasn't like there were girls who never said that they liked me, tons did, but I just never felt that sparkles that people always talk about when they're with someone special. Is waiting even worth it? Who knows, I might even get really old to where no eyes are on me the same way as the boys get.

When did I start to blabber nonsenses like this? I stood up to get my phone from my room and call a take out. I have to go grocery shopping tomorrow.

As I finished ordering black noodles, I went back to the living room to watch television. Whoa, it's already eight o'clock? Time sure does goes fast. I lifted my remote to turn on the TV but I heard someone sobbing— loud. I listened carefully to identify who it was. My apartment is the last room in my row and so the only logical answer would be Taehyung who's crying. I wonder what happened.

I did not turn on the tv instead I stayed on the floor, next to the wall that's between his and my room. He was still crying and now it had been more than ten minutes. He'd scream, "leave me alone!" , "go away!" Was someone in the room with him? My heart ache to hear him cry. Who was making him cry like this? "Please! Leave me alone!"

"Why can't you just leave my mind!"

"Please." He'd beg over and over again.

"Why me? Why me!" He screamed. "Please leave me alone! Leave my body! Stop talking to me!"

Soon, I realized I was silently crying with him as the knock on the door began. "Coming!" I loudly but softly yelled. I quickly wiped away my tears and smiled at the delivery guy. "That'll be $12, please." The guy said and I took out my wallet to give him the amount he asked for. "Thank you, Jaebum." I said looking at his name tag. "No problems." He smiled and it was an eye smile, almost as beautiful as Taehyung's.

I actually didn't feel like eating. I hurriedly opened the door to see Jaebum a few walk ahead. "Hey!" I called out. The boy turned around and started walking towards me. "Can you bring another takeout for me?" He nodded. "Thanks, I'll pay you in advance." I took out another 12 dollars.

I bid byes and went to my room. I hope Taehyung likes black noodles.

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Jaebum came with another takeout of black noodles. When he left, I rushed to my room to find a marker and a note. I nicely wrote,

        "Hey, first of all, I'm not a creep. Second, I hope you enjoy this black noodles. I'll be really happy if you eat it and leave the paper bowl outside so I could know that you finished eating it. Also, I hope you don't throw this away just to make it look like you ate. Please eat.

Ps. You're beautiful, Taehyung."

I thought of making a heart after his name, but thought it was too much and so, I just wrote the words and knocked on his door before quickly heading back to my room. I stayed at my closed door, and listened as the door to his room opened. Everything was silent for few seconds, but soon the sound of the plastic bag ruffled. I smiled, hoping he'd taken it. The door closed, then I quickly opened my door. There was nothing.

Smiling, I went to my black noodles and started to shake it to mix all the sauce. "Bon appetite." And I began eating.

Maybe, we'll get to be friends, a really good friends.

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