Irresistible

Falling apart

Demi's pov:
Everything's falling.
Falling apart.
Like it always does.
I haven't talked to Harry in days , weeks , months everything's just going wrong.This was not how I pictured my life to be , I thought I could go to school get good grades start to act become a huge superstar and then find a boy get married be hollywoods best couple and then settle down with kids but look at me I'm 24 and i've completed two nearly three of those.Its actually quite sad really.
I didn't expect it to go this way I thought me and Harry were just going to be friends and maybe a little more but since that rumour about me and Wilmer not actually breaking up and that it was just a part time thing because I just wanted to be the sexy girl that everyone loves went around he hasn't texted me as much like the last time I talked to him was when he was in France and since then nothing it makes me upset to know that I didn't initiate a conversation with him but it's even more upsetting that he hasn't initiated a conversation either. Selena keeps telling me to keep waiting and soon he will answer or soon you will run into each other and we will start talking regularly again. Right now I'm laying in my bed getting ready to go to a tv thing , I got told that there was a new TV show coming so I am going to see what it is about considering I haven't acted for a while and also I have nothing to do my tour is finished which talking about that it went great there was a couple of times were I felt lonely but to be honest I had my best male friend Nick there and Selena came and said hi a couple of times while I was on tour and all in all it was a good time but it made me very tiredness  because of all the dancing but it was very fun. So Selena is coming to my house to meet me she is also going to the TV thing we both are going so that we can maybe both be carted together but very slim chances there. The plan is for today is meet here go to Starbucks get some coffee and then go to the CW which is a Channel which has all different types of shows on it and of course I love them all and it just so happens the TV show we are looking at is also on that channel so we are going to meet and the CW studio to find out about the show and what it is about and then after that we can go see the sets of some of the best shows and then we will be going back to my place for lunch which Melissa will be joining us with because Melissa is on the CW playing supergirl which is probably on of the best shows yet and I think she wants to bring some of her cast mates so then they will all come back to mine and we will all have lunch and after that we don't know we are just going to wing it I suppose but for now I've got to get changed so bye for now and I will see you once I have got changed.

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Sorry it's short and REALLY late but I hope you like it and I've already started the next chapter so I'm hoping and pretty sure that it will be up tomorrow and I also hope you had a great Christmas and also I hope you got everything you asked for. Xxx