Part 15

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I'm scared
I'm scared
I don't know what do to
I'm holding
I'm holding
But I'm letting go
I'm falling
I'm falling
I wonder if anyone will catch me
I'm hurting
I'm hurting
I wonder if anyone can see that

I don't like to talk
I don't like to say
I don't like to complain
I don't like fight
I don't like to argue
I don't who I'm becoming
I don't like what's happening
I don't like how everything is going
This isn't a world I want my family to live
This isn't a world I want to be in
But I don't want to leave either..
Everything is confusing
Everything is rushing
Why does my life have to be an endless loop of torture?

Starting to fell alone
Like everyone is leaving me
But I'm also pushing them away
I don't know what to do
I love you
But you
Do you love me back?
You say you do
But I don't know if I believe you anymore
But I'm too scared to lose you
I think you feel the same
So why is this an endless loop?
That I can never break
I'm stuck
I'm scared
I'm unloved
I don't know what to do
So I'll just sit here
And cry
Till the pain stops

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