Best Friends (BTS JHope Fanfic)

10 - Distress

Its been another week. Hoseok still won't talk to me, and I'm no longer angry. I feel horrible. I'd rather be angry than feel this. I like him, I'm afraid to admit that I like him more than just that but then I'll really tear myself apart. I talk to Yoongi some, I told him and he wasn't surprised. He keeps saying to just talk to Hobi but every time I get a chance, he walks out. As if he knows its a chance and ruins it. Does he hate me? What exactly did I do?

"Its okay, Yoongi is right, just talk to him." Lex is doing her best to help me. Its almost as if she's trying to hide the happiness of her own relationship because she feels bad for me. But I know they're happy and I'm happy for her. I've tried telling her to not worry, that her happiness helps me.

"I know but...I'm afraid."

"DAMNIT." She exploded, making me jump.

"wh-what?"

She didn't say anything, she just dragged me out of our hotel room and into the car.

"Where are we going?"

"To see the boys."

"Its ten at night, the entertainment building is closed."

She looked at me shyly, "we aren't going to the entertainment building."

"Then...how...?" I couldn't figure out what to ask first.

A few minutes later we pulled up to a house, it was gorgeous but it was modest. A very nice balance.

"Lex..."

"You can't tell anyone where they live."

"Of course not but how..how do you know?"

"I've...been here a few times.."

"Oh?" I loved her but she always moved fast in relationships. I hope she wasn't going to make herself or Yoongi regret this.

"Shut up." She pulled me to the door and knocked violently.

"Lex?!" Jin looked over at me and any confusion he had melted from his face as he ushered us inside.

No one was really surprised to see us, except Hobi. He didn't look angry for once, he looked sad. But that moment was quickly replaced by a furious mask as he stormed from the room. We could hear his door slam.

I spun on Lex, "why did you bring me here? To make it hurt more? To watch him act the same way he's been acting? What difference did it make showing up uninvited?"

"Actually, you were invited, it was our collective idea to have Lex being you here finally. You need to talk to Hobi. We can't tell you anything because its not ours to tell. Go upstairs. He never locks his door." Namjoon looked sad but firm. I did as he said.

I slowly walked up the stairs, the rooms had names on the doors so it wasn't hard to find JHopes. I stood there. I knocked lightly, afraid to make any actual noise.

"Go away. I know its you."

He didn't sound angry, he sounded distressed. I felt a little less afraid and more concerned.

I slowly turned the knob and pushed open the door. It squealed on its hinges but no protest came from Hobi. I took that as a small window of opportunity and I stepped inside and shut the door.