Best Friends (BTS JHope Fanfic)

11 - Answers and Butterflies

I walked into his room. It was dim, the desk lamp was on and he was hunched over papers with what looked like lyrics all over them.

"I didn't invite you in." He said quietly, as if he had no more energy left. But his voice wavered. I didn't walk closer to him, instead I walked towards the corner, like walking around him to look at him.

He was crying.

"Hobi..." I whispered. He looked at me with so many emotions that I had no idea what to do.

I took a step forward and he stood up quickly from his chair, his shoulders hunched. I closed the distance to hug him. Wrapping my arms around his waist. I started to cry as well, for so many reasons.

"Why are you crying? Do you hate me? Why are you so angry? What did I do? What were you really going to tell me? Please." I sputter out questions.

He didn't let go of me but he put enough distance in between us to look me in the eyes. Then, without hesitation or romantic slow motion, he kissed me. It wasn't beautiful or like it is in the movies. It was full of unanswered emotions, and tasted salty from tears. I kissed back and I could tell by how his body seemed to jerk that he was surprised that I did. He finally let go of me.

"I'm so sorry. I was scared. Lex and Yoongi worked out and I had hope but you're tougher than her, it seemed like you didn't like anyone. And then when you stormed out before I could tell you anything, I was angry at Jin, myself, at you for no reason. I was just angry and I became more and more angry and frustrated at myself because I could see I was pushing you away."

"Yoongi was right."

"What?"

"I am oblivious." And I kissed him. It wasn't like the first, this one was small, gentle. A butterfly of a kiss.

He held me to his chest and we stood there in the semi-dark, quietly holding eachother for what seemed like years until there came a knock at the door.

"Z?" It was Jungkook.

Hobi answered the door, his eyes still red from crying.

"Hyung?" Jungkook probably has never seen Bangtans sunshine in such pain before.

"Its okay Kookie" I smiled from behind Hoseok. He looked to him and only relaxed when he saw Hobi smile, too.

"YAY FINALLY AHHH!" he yelled as he ran down the hall, down the stairs and into the living room where everyone was probably holding their breaths.

"Hobi?"

"Yea?"

"What does this make us?"

"Oh no, don't you start being a girl NOW. No drama and complications."

I giggled and smiled, "sorry."
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As we walked into the room, we were holding hands and everyone looked happy but mostly relieved.

"Yay oh I'm so excited!" Taehyung was jumping up and down as if he were the Maknae of the world. He gave me a big hug and Hobi pulled him off of me.

"Hey, that's MY girlfriend, careful Tae." He said playfully, I blushed at his words. Its been a long time since someone's called me their girlfriend and me actually like it. He was day and night compared to what I had been used to. He was perfect and for a moment, the problems I knew would come with this relationship seemed to melt away.