Well for safety reasons I cant tell you exactly what happened but I can tell you that Mitchell was in a bad stage. One where you hate your life completely. Im not exactly sure why but at the same time, its his personal life.
I still pass Mitchell every day in the hall at least 7 times and I still see him at lunch. My mom tells me I should stay his friend and talk to him more often.
I still like him a lot. If you were to ask me what I like about him, I'm not sure I could tell you. I like everything about him. He was my first and only boyfriend. I have been afraid to like anyone since the day we broke up.
I dont know the true feeling people get when they are in relationships and sometimes I fear I will never know. Im not tall and skinny, I'm not very athletic, I am very nerdy, and sometimes too nice. So far, Mitchell has been the only boy to tell me he likes me.
Today we talked again. I told him about the fight with Caleb. Im planning on telling him about what Christina said to me at the end of the year. But as far as that goes... I'm not sure what will come after.
