Maybe I'm Insane

Again

So apparently I'm cursed.
A psychic said I'm cursed in love.
I paid $300 and she's trying to fix it.
She doesn't know how to yet.
She may need more money to perform better things.

I came home and I cried.
Why would I be cursed.
I'm not perfect, but I'm nicer than a lot of other people.
I wasn't supposed to tell anyone but I stopped eating for three days.
My mom found out and told me their was no curse.

I argued with her because the psychic lady knew that every guy I liked randomly lost interest. She knew about my back problem. She knew about my ex who stole from me.
She knew about f_thuga on Instagram. Aka the current man who I spent $200 to see who dropped me 2 hours before I went to visit.

You know he stoped replying to my texts in general? We went from heart eyes one night to him posting single things and ignoring me the next. It makes sense, cursed.

I don't know if you guys believe in things or if I believe it myself. She was so right about my love life even with her specifics. But at the same time she was so wrong...

Yes, I wish I knew why they left all of a sudden. Why this current guy who was different who was the PERFECT man suddenly left. Maybe it is a curse.

But I have faith. I've overcome self harm, depression, and loneliness. I have God and even if you don't believe in him, I do

We all need something to believe in.
Maybe I am cursed, but at the same time I'm blessed.
And I'll be blessed with a man right for me eventually. I just need to trust in God.

I have no more money for the physic and if I was cursed before the psychic I made it this far even with the curse. It hurts that I wanted her another guy who just dropped me, but I know the day I give up in faith, is the day I may give up on the right one.

It just sucks that this one wasn't it.

So guys if your life feels bad just remember I'm cursed. Believe what you will but I made it this far and so can you. Hopefully he comes back, hopefully I break this curse, hopefully I'm happy. But you make your own happiness ok?
Ok❤️️