A Crush's Attack

Broken-hearted

To make up for not updating, here's another chapter.

Kenzie's POV

I can't believe how this day went so wrong. It was supposed to be one of the best days ever after J- I can't even say his name anymore so after today- he asked me to the dance and the dance itself. Let me tell you this starting from yesterday.

It's the twelfth of September 2019. Tomorrow is the first weeksary of he and I. He was also supposed to take me to our second date where we might share our first kiss underneath the starry skies or in a fancy French bistro if we feel brave enough to do it. It was my turn to make the reservations. We take turns to pay for it because we are only high school students and don't have jobs yet but it's fine. I booked us a table for two at a moderate diner called 'La Chateau'. It isn't too expensive and has good reviews from some popular kids in school. So anyway he was supposed to take me out but then he told me that he was going to a football match with his dad. I was really upset but I guess I shouldn't judge him spending quality time with his family since I rarely get too.

Continuing, I just faked a smile and told him that it was fine and that we could go some other time. He just said "Thanks Kenz, you're the best." Before kissing my head and walking off to his next class. There was no hint of sadness in his voice but there was a thrill of happiness evident. Babe tried to comfort me as she saw the whole thing. I just said that it was ok, but she didn't look convinced and like she was planning something. I hoped that she wasn't planning some kind of thing that will bring us into a crazy mess. We then walked into our class and sat at our normal places. Babe passed a note to the boys, who were sitting behind us. I'm not sure what that note said but I'm sure it had something to do with the guy and I. We then continued to do our usual routine.

The next day, at school, there was not much difference about the day except him just giving me a kiss on the forehead as he said happy weeksary. I said the same happily and handed him a small bracelet with a heart charm that I had planned to give him at the date. It was a one that matched mine and said '*Im still not going to say is name or even initial* and Kenzie Forever'. He smiled and said "Thanks Kenz, I'll wear it later so I won't drop it." I smiled back and we went into our classes.

That evening, at the studio, Babe planned to go out and watch a movie taking me out for a girls night. Seeing as there was nothing else I would be doing after ever my date being cancelled, I agreed. Halfway to the theatre where she said that we were going to watch a new movie, she got a text. I knew that it was from Trip because it's alert was 'Trip here, with a message for my lovely girl.' Over the years of dating and staying true to Babe, Trip has gotten a little romantic and protective of her. I tried to see what the message was but Babe said that it was private. I knew not to look at it after what happened the last time when Babe said that it was private so I just continued to walk in unison with Babe, which is something we've learnt to do over the years. Walk as if we were in a three legged race, meaning that my right and her left would move at the same time and vice versa. We would do it to amuse ourselves sometimes and others for fun.

So anyway, when we reached the theatre, the first thing I saw when we reached the floor to buy the tickets, was the guy, who said that he loved me less than 12 hours ago, kissing or sucking the face of another girl's off. I felt so angry that I marched straight up to him and slapped his face while he was still sucking her face off. "How could you?!" I shouted angrily and devastated. "You said that you loved me but I find you sucking this girl's face off." I continued shouting gaining oohs and stares from passerbys and onlookers. "First off, I have a name, it's Chella. And secondly, *still not mentioning his name* is my boyfriend so back off loser." The girl who's name I do not want to say unless explaining things said. "You're right, you do have a name." I said and she smiled. "You're name is (Whatever bad word that you think suits this because I'm not putting any curse words or bad words in here)." I said.

"Why you-" She started but I cut her off. "What?" I smiled. She tried to punch me but I knew how to avoid it since I took Karate. "Hey Kenzie, leave my girlfriend alone. She's way better than you ever where." The guy said. "You know what?! Maybe she is. Maybe she is a better girlfriend for you than I'll ever be. So we're done you two timing jerk." I say before giving a final punch in the face earning a crack from his nose and a few woahs from the crowd. I then walked away feeling all my energy drained out and once I was out of sight, I ran straight into my room in my house, which is quiet as usual, and I'm back where I started.

I decided to go listen to some music because sometimes when games don't work, music does, so I turned on my iPod, which I have hacked into playing all the new songs, and plugged in my earphones. I tried to listen but it was all out of batteries. I then went with my second option, my radio. I rarely use it since I don't need to but I don't see anywhere else I can listen to music from right now without having to turning on and see his face so I turn it on and tune into the nearest radio station. Immediately Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift starts playing. I have a quick laugh on the irony of the time that this song is played before being sad again. This song is exactly how I used to feel. I'm not sure how I feel anymore so I just lay down and listen.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about,

And she's got everything that I have to live without.

Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's just so funny

That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly,

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight, give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky 'cause

So I drive home alone.

As I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down

And maybe get some sleep tonight.

'Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

I'm so concentrated in listening to the music that I don't realise someone coming into my room.