Fear is unable to talk to someone because your scared of what they think of you. Being hated on or rejected is something none of us want, but there is no choice. Talking to someone you have never met in your entire life, and being told that if you don't impress, you don't win. My mother always said,"If you find yourself fearing something other than fear, you have already passed fear, and that you can move on." And yes, if your wondering, I have suffered depression and suicidal thoughts. Even my close friends don't know that. But it's for a reason. I don't want to be pitied. I want to show that I'm strong. I don't need someone to be happy. But really, it's nothing like this. I've always needed to see someone everyday to be truly happy. Knowing their safe. Knowing they can sleep soundly that night with no fears, no troubles. Nothing. Yet, I highly doubt that's possible for anyone. Even the happiest guy on earth.
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I'm Sorry to Those I've Hurt
Non-FictionThis is how I feel. Please don't take it lightheartedly. And for my respect, don't make any rude comments. It's my life I have to live, so don't live it for me.
