It's been awhile since I've posted. I'm sorry for that. And when I say I'm sorry, you should know I'm not actually sorry, I just feel somewhat bad. Recently, and by recently I mean today, I started doing the big tests for half-way through the school year. I've had a lot on my mind. Recently, I've been having a bit of a crush. I won't name any names at all. I'll just call them.. R. Simple, and impossible to figure out by just name. Here's a little backstory:
In sixth grade I told R that I liked them. They being the good person they were, said we were way too young, and that it would be hella awkward. I agreed, mostly with a broken heart, and walked away slightly crying.
THEEEEEEN, fast forward to John. I did the same thing, but they said no, then asked me out like 2 months later. Not even kidding. I bet not a lot of people know that. But it's been awhile since I updated, so I'll just refresh.
John is a guy I met in AVID on the VERY FIRST DAY OF 7th GRADE. I started hanging out with him. Me and him liked video games as well as other stuff. He also started playing Minecraft with me and my friend just so we could become closer (that's probs not true, but I can't remember that well). I then, 8 days before Christmas (not kidding) told him I liked him. I didn't get a message til' THE DAY BEFORE SCHOOL STARTED AGAIN. Ugh, I forgot about that for a reason so I wouldn't loose my anger on you. Continuing... So he told me the same thing as R, except he said that it was just a little much. THEN 1 AND 1/2 MONTHS LATER HE ASKS ME OUT. Oh god, I have anger problems now. OOOHHHHH WELLLLLLL. 1 week later I get creepy messages from a guy on Instagram named 'aromez'. And then a month later I tell John cause it was getting really creepy, then he thought it was a prank, things got intense, and we broke up. Then his friend and I started fighting, then me and John got separated by the counselor, and then we haven't talked since.
AND RECAP OVER!
Well, now that I'm done with that rant, I forgot why I was here.
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*still thinking*
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Nope, lost it.
Well..
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Whatever. Have a good day/morning/evening/afternoon/night/whatever else.
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~Puggachan_88
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I'm Sorry to Those I've Hurt
Non-FictionThis is how I feel. Please don't take it lightheartedly. And for my respect, don't make any rude comments. It's my life I have to live, so don't live it for me.
