whispers || lrh halloween au

part nineteen

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nothing was making sense right now. 

i was powerful? i was useful?

what has my life come to. 

what would've happened if i never met luke?

would we be in this situation?

would he be dying?

would i be in love with the devil?

what about ashton and michael?

"what did michael say to you," luke asked, weakly. very weakly. 

he was getting worse, shouldn't he be better?

i hadn't been talking to ashton and michael as much. 

i was avoiding everyone. 

i was afraid of finding out something i didn't want to.

i was afraid of being the reason that the boy i loved died. 

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