My love for the Alpha

Chapter 9- finding mum

(ABI'S PROV)

The plane ride home was terrible. James slept while I tossed and turned. after finding out about mum going missing I can't sleep. what if they hurt her? Or.... or killed her?! I kept checking the time for when we landed. I swear time goes so slow when you want it to go fast. James tells me to think of the possibilities of mum being alive and we finding her. but there isn't any. their going to kill, hurt or keep her until they get what they want.

Which is me.

Because when they have me James will give up anything to get me back. and that includes his pack or territory. because when invading on your mates life or happiness they would pick both. James Would do anything to get me back if they had me. that's what mates do. mates are your forever soul mate. someone that picks you up when your down. someone that will protect you forever and someone that won't hurt you as long as they live. they will catch a grenade for ya. put their hand in front of a blade for ya. they will step in front of a train for ya. haha.

To try and make time go fast I decided to think of some plans we can do to get mum back. I ended up with 2 plans.

1) I will be a distraction and make them think they won and I gave in. they sill give mum back and out of no where our pack will attack and we will get mum back.

Or

2) out pack trains and trains then attacks and rescue mum.

Lest just hope Justin and his "pack" full of rouges won't hurt mum and won't figure out our plan.

When our plane finally landed I literally jumped out if my seat and ran out of the plane. James had to hold my hand to hold me back. josh and Lucy came got us. when I saw Lucy I ran to her and just cried and cried. I broke down right there. James carried me into the car. when we got home James said I should get some rest but I can't sleep. I just feel numb. I can't eat or sleep. if I sleep I just keep thinking about mum and having visions or something bad happening to her. the plan was to train for a few days and them attack. I haven't eaten probably in days and lost about 8 kg. I just nibble on the food that the maid, Lucy or James brings in. I just can't keep down the food I eat or sleep more then 2 hours.

A knock on the door bought me out of my thoughts but I don't know who it was. I didn't bother to look. I just kept facing the window hoping I could see mum Come out of the woods.

"Hi." it's Lucy

I didn't reply

"Want some company?" she asked I wanted to reply to badly and want her to stay but I also wanted to be alone. so I shook my head as a no.

"Ok. do you want to go out or go for a walk? you haven't been out for days let alone eat."

I shook me head again.

"Ok so you want me to go?"

I nodded

"Ok. if you need me I'm in my room." and with that she left. I blinked out the tears and tried to go to sleep but I can't. it's impossible. what if mum comes home while I'm asleep? or they take someone else to join mum? what if-

My thoughts were cut off again when the door opened. why can't you get the message in the first place? I pretended to be asleep.

"I know your not asleep babe." James said. I kept my eyes closed.

"Come on open your eyes." he said resting his hand on my cheek and sitting down on the bed.

"Abi open your eyes." he said with a bit more power in his tone. I opened my eyes and looked at him. I couldn't hold on to them any more. I cried. I couldn't stop. he pulled me onto his lap and hugged my while saying soothing words into my ear.