First Love | EXO Fanfiction (#Wattys2016)

Chapter 17

"So... what do we do next?" Mina asked as she and Baekhyun stood in his living room together the next day.

"Lucky for us, they didn't find any traces of you around. They didn't ask me about any women's clothing in my house or anything... But Mina... baby... you're going to have to move out. I can't risk them finding you and hurting you."

"But... then how are we ever going to see one another? You're always so busy..." Her voice cracked.

He averted his eyes, his answer seeming to take ages. "Maybe... Maybe we should call it... quits? Maybe it's still not our time to be together yet."

"Baekhyun-"

"Please, Mina... listen to me. I want to be with you too. You know how much I love you and how I want us to stay together, but I don't want you to get hurt. I'm not ever leaving your life... I just think we need to just take a break. Until this all cools down."

"And when will that be?! When your contract ends in four years!?" She fought back tears. She knew what he was saying was right, but she couldn't stand to lose him again.

"Mina... No, please don't cry." He took a step closer to her. "It can be sooner than that; I just need to make sure I can keep you safe, OK baby?"

She nodded just before he cupped her face in his hands and kissed her. She wanted to push him away, but she knew this would be maybe the last time they'd get to do this.

"One more time?" He whispered against her lips as he pressed her against the wall. One hand roamed her ass while the other held her waist.

She nodded again, running her tongue along his bottom lip. He allowed her to push her tongue into his mouth, tasting him and loving how his tongue wrestled with hers.

After he pulled her panties off, she wrapped her legs around his waist, securing herself as he kissed her fervently. Her emotions were everywhere: from love to lust, to hatred back to love, to betrayal and then heartache... She didn't want Baekhyun, but at the same time she still wanted him.

She felt the metal of his belt buckle slide against her inner thigh; the sound of the fabric of his jeans meeting the floor seemed to be louder than his sloppy kisses or their labored breathing.

"Promise me you won't cry." He breathed against her neck, brushing his tip against her wet entrance. "Not now, or when I'm gone."

She didn't respond to him, and only wrapped her legs and arms around him tighter when he pushed into her. They both gasped, Baekhyun's more out of pleasure and hers out of slight pain at the sudden intrusion. He connected his lips to her shoulder, leaving soft kisses as he waited for her to adjust before he started rocking his hips into hers.

The night seemed hot and endless as Baekhyun whispered against her skin and lips how much he loved her, and what he loved about her. She never remembered having such an intimate night with him in her life, not even her first time with him. She knew she was experiencing love in its most pure and rawest form, and she didn't want it to stop.

"I never meant to hurt you." His voice cracked at the end of his sentence. His breathing was labored, his thrusts slightly more erratic, and Mina knew he was close too.

"I know you didn't," she barely got out as he squeezed her ass with one hand while still holding her up with the other. "I know you're not like that."