7:36 p.m.
baebum ❤
jae. jae i can't go over tonight ,, jinyoung's having a major problem. m'sorry baby :(
7:36 p.m.
awh it's alright. what's his problem though??
7:36 p.m.
baebum ❤
his boyfriend mark ,, he cheated on him and jinyoung is a fucking mess rn. i needa keep him company tonight.
7:36 p.m.
baebum ❤
unless u wouldn't mind me meeting u at like 2 or sth ,, i can't come over :/
7:37 p.m.
no shit. just come over.
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7:41 p.m.
hyung ,, u okay?? i heard from jaebum-hyung :(
7:41 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
oh ,, mark?? i'm alright. i'm really okay.
7:41 p.m.
hyung omg no don't do this
7:42 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
i don't know what made him do it, youngjae. i don't know what is it about me that's not enough for him ,, or what i did that made him upset and decide to leave me ,, or why his heart closed in on me and he built walls around himself to block me out.
7:43 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
after i met him my only purpose in life was to make him happy and see him smile. but he left. so what's my purpose anymore?
7:43 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
i loved him so much. i still do. but i'd rather end my suffering than live without any aim whatsoever. i'm tired, youngjae. i'm really tired.
7:44 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
i want to go. but i want to live to see you and jaebum living happily.
7:44 p.m.
hyung you're not going anywhere ,, okay?? you'll live to see me and jaebum-hyung ,, you'll live to find someone else ,, you'll live to be happy by yourself.
7:45 p.m.
if he can't see that you're one of the most amazing men out there ,, he can go fuck himself. you deserve so much more.
7:45 p.m.
there are so many people out there to let you in their heart ,, hyung. i want you to realize that and stop hurting yourself.
7:45 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
youngjae ,, i actually knew he's been cheating on me for a long time. i knew he hid something from me. but i kept quiet because i didn't want to jump to conclusions.
7:46 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
i've hidden these scars for so long.
7:46 p.m.
stop. enough, hyung. stop hurting yourself like this. do you think jaebum-hyung wouldn't be worried? he's your best friend.
7:46 p.m.
and me. i hate seeing you upset like this and drowning in self-pity. and those scars. just stop. they fade ,, but they're always there. hyung ,, stop. just stop. please.
7:47 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
i have to tell you something.
7:47 p.m.
anything.
7:47 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
youngjae ,, as much as i support your relationship with jaebum...
7:47 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
i'm sorry.
7:48 p.m.
the fuck are you trying to say?
7:48 p.m.
jinyoung-hyung
youngjae ,, i love jaebum. i love him the way i'm not supposed to. i love him more than a friend should.
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guess whos back hoho
im being honest here i never had an actual plan for this book i just went with the flow bc i love seeing yall suffer
i love jinyoung :(
oH yeah if anyone wants to see me suffer yall can hmu on my kpop spam on ig lolol its jjpwhore so like tell me ure from wp or sth yanno
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- syif xoxoxoxo
