Queen Bee to Mother Bee ~WattyAwards~

How can i not forgive?

Chapter 2:

    I woke up the next morning more sore then a full day of cheerleading practice and that took days to ware off. I didn't dear move because i heard snoring next to me. I looked up at my hands and saw that they were still tied down with his belt and my legs still tied down with the scarf. I saw bruises already forming on my arms from where he had grabbed me. I didn't want to remember how he raped me but the images kept flashing through my mind.

    I laid there when i heard his snoring stop and i closed my eyes to make it look like i was still asleep so he wouldn't try talking to me.

    I felt him sit up and untie my arms and legs then kiss my forehead and get off the bed, i opened my eyes slightly and saw him getting dressed. I knew he wouldn't dare go out the front door so he climbed over me and went out my bedroom window. When i heard his feet hit the ground i knew i was safe to move but i didn't. I laid there waiting incase he came back or incase he was looking up at my window to see if i would move.

    A few minutes when i knew it was clear i sat up slowly and looked at my thighs that were bruised badly along with my arms and my neck had hickeys all over it along with my chest. He really marked me up last night. I slowly stood up trying not to hurt myself more then i already was and i walked over to the bathroom that was connected to my bedroom and took a long hot shower.

    Soon my mom knocked on my bedroom door and i knew that i would have to answer or she would get worried and would most likely end up breaking down my door.

    I wrapped myself up in my robe and made sure my neck was covered then answered my bedroom door.

    "Goodmorning sweetheart. You feeling better?"

    I had to lie i couldn't tell her what had happened last night, she would feel like it was her fault which it wasn't.

    "Yeah i feel alot better i think crying all that out and sleeping it off helped alot. Did he come by at all?"

    "Yeah when you were sleeping i told him i would tell you but we were leaving for a while. So get packed because we're going to stay at your aunts and uncles they are having a cookout and invited us to go for the week."

    I nodded and closed my door, i walked over and looked through my closet, what could i wear that wouldn't show any of the bruises or hickeys on my body?

    My outfit: -> http://www.polyvore.com/vikkys_going_away_outfit/set?id=42659184

    -2 hours later-

    Mom pulled up to the front door and looked at me before i put my hand on the door to get out.

    "Let's try and not focus on Bryan this week at least try and have fun with Tyler and his girlfriend and friends. Hell try to even have fun with the other cousin's you NEVER spend any time with when we come and see the family."

    I chuckled because she knew excatly why i didn't bother with my other cousins and only bothered with Tyler. And that's because when my dad walked out on me and my mom after her losing my baby brother Tyler and his parents were the only ones there for me and my mom. No one else so while my mom forgave everyone else i didn't, and that was 10 years ago.

    We got out of the car and walked up to the front door, i rang the door bell and not even two seconds after Tyler saw us he picked me up and swung me over his shoulder and carried me off with my mom following behind us. Of course she was chuckling because me and Tyler have always been so close. But this i was hurting because of what Bryan did the night before.

    When he finally let me down i realized we were in the family room with the rest of our cousins, Tyler's girl friend Tori who my bestfriend outside of cheerleading, and Tyler's best friend Adam.