Unplanned Perfection

chapter nine: problems

we left the hotel and went back to the castle.when we arrived raab,novak,and bam were outside.and bam and novak were smoking ciggerates which I didn't like.

"bella,are you gonna be ok?", johnny asked as he turned the car off

"yes I'll be fine don't worry about it", I assured

"ok,I'm going to stay out here with them", he said

"ok"

we got out the car and I started to walk towards the house.

"hey babe", bam greeted but I just ignored him and just kept walking."what's wrong with her?"

"hey ryan?", I greeted

then he turned around and he had mel in his arms and she was awake.

"hey bells,she woke up and bam gave her to me before he went out for a smoke", he said

"oh,do you want me to take her?", I asked

"no that's fine", he said

"did he give her the bottle of milk?", I asked

"yeah,about 20 mins ago", he answered

"ok,can I talk to you about a personal matter?", I asked

"sure"

"come on", I said and went into the radio room

"what's on your mind?", he asked

"I know about missy and bam", I confessed

"how do you know?",he asked uneasily

"I had the baby monitor on...me,johnny,raab,and novak listened", I explained

"are you mad?", he asked

"why wouldn't I be?", I asked confusingly

"I don't know he's pretty pissed off at himself though",

"he should be"

we countinued to talk alittle more then the door was opened by bam and he had novak and johnny behind him.and we made I contact and I quickly looked away and looked at ryan.and saw that amelia has fallen back to sleep.

"ryan,can you give me mel I'm gonna put her back to bed", I said whille standing up

"yeah,here you go", he said as he gave her to me

"thank you.goodnight", I said as I left the room

I went into her room and put her back in her crib tucked her in and gave her a kiss on her head.I turned the monitor and another oneon.I put the black in our room and I took another into the guest room because I couldn't bare to sleep in the same room as him for awhile.I took my shirt off so that I was only in a bra and sweatpants .I climbed into the bed and set the microphone on the table and then fell asleep.not even 3 hours into the night I was awoken by a baby screaming.as I was just about to get up I heard a door open and footsteps entering the room and a cooing voice.then the crying got even louder.

"bella I need some help", bam asked through the monitor

I sighed and got up and walked into the room without a shirt because...I just didn't care.when I entered the room I saw him trying to calm her down.then he saw me.

"she won't stop crying", he said worridly

I silently took her out of his arms.I layed her down on the changing station and checked her diaper and it was clean, I tried feeding her but she wasn't hungry, and I was getting a headache from her cries.then I rubbed her belly and it was hard...she had gas.I started to pat her back after about a few minuetes she let out a burp and she became silent.

"does that feel better?", I cooed

"is she okay?", he asked

"yeah,she's gonna sleep with me tonight", I said as I left

"bella?", he called

"what bam?", I asked as I turned to him

"can you tell me what wrong?", he pled

"did you think I wasn't going to find out about you and you ex-wife?", I screeched silently

"what do you mean?", he asked nervously

"bam don't play dumb with me right now,I know you were with missy and that you two had a make out session...bam I trusted you that you wouldn't go back to her", I said

"bella,I didn't mean it okay I was stupid I'm not going to that shit again.I promise your the only one for me and the only one I want.I'm so sorry for everything I did", he said

"I forgive you...just don't do it again ok", I warned

"I won't are you coming back to our room?", he asked

"I don't know not tonight", I said

"oh", he said sadly

"I'm kidding yeah I'll go back in with you", I joked

he took my hand and took amelia in the other and lead me to our room where we went to sleep soundly with our daughter between us.