Sometimes Dreams should be left IN your head...(Love and heart break story) Part-2
So no one commented buut..I got two votes so I decided that I would go on. Not to mention that the first chapter was boring sorry it was of an informational chapterJ anyways the song im listening to is Fearless by Taylor Swift:) it amazing you should really listen to it.
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That's the day that my life changed forever. I had to leave my house without seeing the ones I love ever again and I was alone and had no one. Within that first night I had killed 15 people and still wasn't full. The worst part was I could feel there emotions through their blood and hear there thoughts. I drained each body within minutes and was just glad to get their thoughts and emotions out of my mind. The man that turned me left as soon as he was finished with me. He thought I was dead but boy was he wrong. He just left me there in a sleep like coma that felt like it lasted days when really I was only a few minutes. The first thing I heard was Derek yelling for me. I hid in the corner listening to his thoughts and his shouts.
***Flashback in Derek's POV***
"Don't judge me. You, the whore in the family, you have no room to talk", I spit. I wasn't trying to hurt her feelings or anything but its pretty much true and she makes me so fucking mad sometimes. "Shut the Fuck up Derek. You have no clue what you are talking about. You stupid fucking cheater", she screeched and ran out of my room to the front door and then slammed it walking outside. Well fuck. I wasn't expecting her to freak out on me like that. Normally she is pretty chill with everything I do. Maybe I should go after her? No. She just needs her time I decided. Me and Adrienne we cousins and though I hate to admit it we were pretty much best friends too. If she was upset or happy or pissed or sad I could feel it and she could do the same with me. And right now I could most definitely tell she was pissed and...hurt? That didn't make sense but then again it is her best friend that I cheated on. Its only been a month since we've been dating and I've done this twice. Its not that I don't love Kaylee, because I do. I love her a lot. But its soo hard to put my old ways behind and I never really thought that I would have to. But I didn't know that Kaylee had tried to kill herself last time. I feel so bad. Adrienne always has to deal with mine and Kaylee's shit. First with my suicide attempt then Kaylee's and not to mention all of the shit with her dad and her mom. I really need to go out there and talk to her, besides it feels like she's calm, but in pain? Not mentally, but physically. I walked out of my room and ran for the door. "Adrienne"? I screamed at the top of my lungs when I opened the door and saw a little pool of blood. "Aj where are you ", I yelled. Still no answer. It felt like she was scared and wanting something. But why wont she answer me if she is near? I can feel her here somewhere. I walked around. I walked to the pond, to the miniature waterfall at the bottom of the property, down to the freeway, out by the mailbox, the whole neighbor hood next to our house, but she wasn't anywhere. Her parents and two brothers and sister were gone for two months on a family trip that me and Adrienne didn't want to join in on so I had no help. I walked to the house and began balling my eyes out. She wasn't anywhere. My best friend and family...gone.
***End of Derek's Flashback***
That was probably the third worst moment just below the time when my came my siblings, mom, and step dad came home and found out what had happened to me. The worst was my dad. He went crazy. I thought he was bad before, but I was so wrong. He went around vandalizing and stealing. Hurting the people that he loved the most and blaming everyone. He tried for the first few months to look for me and my killer, but wound up empty handed. I was never gone though. I was always at his house, in the room when he slept, but I didn't dare get closer than the door because I know that if I walked in his room I would give in to let him know about me. I came close once though, he actually did..feel me there.
***Flashback***
I walked into my dads house. It hadn't changed much. Even my room was the same blue with the red bunk beds and black bean bags, TV, and entertainment center. But one difference was there was probably 5 dozen pictures of me sitting in different parts of the room. I could hear my dads loud snores and creaked his bedroom door open just a little. Hanging on the wall above his bed was pictures. So many of them but not of just me. There was my 11 year old brother Max, my 10 year old sister Haley, and a few of my younger siblings that I never knew. But in the center was a large blown up picture of me and my dad sitting on the couch at my Nana's house the last Christmas. I was wearing black sweats and a blue flannel shirt. My dad was in his blue Carrharts and a grey sweatshirt that had his company logos NJM on the front. He worked in construction before taking a "leave". We were sitting side by side and he had his arm around me kissing my cheek and I was wearing the biggest, happiest smile ever. I was stiffiling sobs because of the memories when I heard my dads snoring stop. He sat up in bed but I knew he couldn't see me. It was much, much too dark for humans to see. "Adrienne". I froze. He sees me. Oh shit how in the hell can he see me? "Honey I know you're there. I cant see you but I can feel you". I was on the verge of balling and slowly turned to leave. I shouldn't be here. I'm risking the secret of my whole kind. "Please. Please don't leave me. I miss you. I miss you so much. Its been 4 years. I need my baby girl back. Honey I'm honestly loosing it. I don't think there is a sain bone left in my body. I don't even know if you are really here. But something in me says you are, you always are. Adrienne please come back to your old dad. He needs more than anything on this Earth. I am sorry about everything I have done. I am such a horrible father. I Love you soo much". I couldn't handle this anymore. "Daddy. I love you, but I cant be here anymore. Good bye daddy"., and with that I turned around and was down the street at the school in seconds. Even if his words left me his thoughts didn't. 'She's gone now. I heard the door close. I miss her.' And then I tuned out because every tear that escaped his eyes only made me realize how big of a mistake I had just made and how much pain I have truly put him in.
***End of Flashback***
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A/N This chapter was hard for me to write. I actually started crying when I wrote my dad words. I hope you liked. Please comment and vote. I really would like input. It didn't help that the song Teardrops on my Guitar started playing during the last part. I think that song is pretty sad....
XOXO,
Adrienne
