Sometimes Dream should be left IN your head...(Love an heart break story) part-3.5
"I don't know that. I would hope so". It was silent for a few minutes before either of us spoke. "Adrienne, go see him. Talk to him. Let him know your still here and that you love him". I though about Kyle's words for a minute before deciding. "Kyle, you know that I would love to but then leaving afterwards would just hurt him even more. And I honestly don't think he can take any more pain". I miss my dad. 'I never said you had to leave him. Let him in on our secret', Kyle said once again speaking with our minds. Letting my dad in on the secret? That's something new. 'Kyle since when do you care?', I asked. Me and Kyle had a weird relationship. He was part of my old life. My first love. But the problem was I couldn't remember. I couldn't remember a lot of things, like my brothers and sister in the beginning or my mom, not even my dad or my best friends. Not even Kyle. After a while, everything came back and, piece by piece, memory by memory, I started remembering. I remembered everything after a month and it seemed so silly I couldn't remember before. But that first night that I saw Kyle again I felt pain. I could feel and old memory tugging at the back of my brain but I couldn't reach it. When he saw me he would have fainted if it were possible for a vampire. He had been turned just a year before. One year younger to this life than I was, though he was a year older in human years. He ran to me and hugged me like he knew me, but I shoved him away with all my strength and he stumbled backwards into the fence of an alley next to my dads house. "Who are you?" I asked, in a harsh voice. "Adrienne? Are you okay'? , he asked completely confused. "Duh, now who are you?" Kyle took a step forward, putting his hands up reassuringly but I took a step back. Kyle just stared at me with confusion and hurt, "Did you really forget me? Forget what we used to be?" I shifted my weight from my left foot to my right and started feeling uncomfortable. What did he mean 'Forget what we used to be' we were never anything or I would have remembered....wouldn't I? 'Hmm....though you are older in vampire years of course you are still younger in mind. You don't remember everything just the big things. But the most important things in your life you forget. Which means I was important to you.' He said smiling with the happiest smile I had ever seen. 'Bullshit. I don't even know who you were to me. Besides that doesn't make sense why would I forget the most important things to me?' I turned my head up to look at him why does he look so familiar? 'It makes it easier to cope with things. You will remember me soon though. Give it a few minutes. Or if you think about me, my face and voice, hard enough, you can remember in seconds. Try it', I close my eyes not sure if I really wanted to remember but before I could stop myself the memory that was just tugging at the corners of my mind was now fully opened and every thing came rushing through my mind. The first time I met him. The day I saw him after 7 long years. The day I decided I loved him. The day I got scared. They day we slept together. The night we talked it out. The fight. And the strongest memory him, breaking my heart, over and over again. I looked up at him and almost started crying. He was my first love. My first heart break. I remember deciding to never forgive him again. I remembered the pain he put me through. I looked up into his hazel eyes and admired the way they shone, the way his dark brown hair swooped to the side, and admired his beautiful god like face before I took a deep breathe and ran. Ran as far from Kyle as I could get because the one thing I could never forgive him of was the one thing I loved him for. He showed me that it was okay to let go. That it would be easier for both of us to stop holding on. And he showed me how to break hearts. We were together for the summer I visited in Fortuna and I fell for him soo hard. He was nothing I wanted but everything I needed. He was absolutely perfect in the worst way. We stayed together as long as possible but what started in June sadly ended in November. We started fighting a lot and Kyle and I got in our first fight ever the day after Christmas. That fight is what ruined us. I stopped in the old cemetery just seconds later and sat down. Vampires could run at alarming rates and I must say I was pretty damn fast. "Adrienne, you cant just run from me. I can catch up to you easily", Kyle said from about two feet away from me. "Leave me alone. You hurt me. You hurt me worse than anyone in my life has ever hurt me Kyle. I cant forgive you". I sighed and started to stand up but Kyle gently but forcefully, if you get what I mean, shoved me down. "You don't understand Adrienne. The day that I found out you "disappeared" was the day I died. That was the day that I decided there was no reason to live without you. And when I saw your "boyfriend" at the funeral I felt the first emotion flicker in me in weeks. You're precious little David was sitting there crying. But if he only knew how much pain I was in, well I was gladly going to show him. But instead I left. I couldn't possibly stay. There was no more reason. And when I got turned I knew that was what happened to you because when I woke up the first thing I saw was your picture and everything came flooding back. I loved you from the very first moment I laid eyes on you. So please Adrienne, please give me another chance. I love you and I never ever want to loose you. PLEASE?", he asked me one more time before dropping his head and letting uncontrollable sobs come from his throat.
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