soo it been like FOREVER since ive written and i already sorta have this planned out and i like it so im just gonna keep going:)
XOXO
Adrienne
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'Stop reminding me of that day. I looked so weak' complained Kyle, after witnessing the whole flashback in my head. "Well i wasnt doing it for your benifit, Fuck", of course im annoyed with him all over again. "Grumpy little ytterp", Kyle said while smiling. Ytterp was a nickname he had given me two years ago..right before i ,in terms, was killed. It spells pretty bakcwards. Ya its sorta childish but i used to think it was cute. I gave him the nick name swands. He didnt like it much. "Kyle, im going out, ill be back soon". I turned and walked outside. It was probably around 1130 right now and it was beautiful out.
The sky was black and the stars were cluttering the sky. I walked up the steep hill to the water tower. After about 5 minutes of walking, like actual walking without any vampire speed to help I reached the top. I remember coming upper here countless times with my dad. We would sit here for hours just talking and catching up after not seeing eachother for months at a time. He always promised he would come move to Redding, he'd watch me walk acrost stage for my Senior graduation. I was so excited.
Neither of us knew things would change. We never though my life would be taken.
Though i enjoyed sitting here and remembering so many different conversations i had with my dad up here, i could forget about what Kyle told me. To tell my dad. Let him in? Before i knew i was standing and taking one last look at the light up town. It was beautiful. I could see my grandmas and Nanas house. My cousins. The famous Beverage Plus Market. And just one street down and over, My daddys house. I took a deep steadying breath and ran.
Within half a second i was standing in front of my dads front door. I could hear his music and smell his cigarettes. I didnt really think this over. But its been soo long since ive seen him. I raised my fist and knocked on the door. He yelled,"Who is it", his voice was rough and husky. I didnt know what to say i just stood there. My father was not in anyway a patient man. He yelled again but this time started walking to the door. I took one deeep breath and just as I let it out my father opened the door. I was soo shocked. His regular kept hair and shaven beard were grown out and sticking up every where. Now not only was he skinny but he was sucked up and looked like he hadnt aten in months. And his once naturally tanned skin was pale. His handsome features were drawn with pain, sadness, and not enough sleep. My dad was sick. Not like 'I have a cold sick' but an 'im dieind sick' and ive been so selfish as to leave him.
Though is seemed like hours that we were standing in the door way staring at eachother it was only seconds. My dad raised his hand and set it on my shoulder, as if to see if I was really there. "Adrienne"?. My father asked in only what i can describe as a mixture of happiness and disbelief. "Yes, Daddy"?, i asked as he pulled me up into a bear hug and started crying. "I thought you were...Well i thought that you.. What happened", he asked in between deep breaths and pulled away from our hug to motion for me to walk in the house. "Go in my room". I was nervous as i walked throught the living room and to the left to his room. i sat on his bed like i always did when i was younger. My dad slowly walked in and sat next to me. See me and him were never that good with gushy and sad stuff. We always got along and left our problems behind. So though this was the first time we had spoken in two years there was still room for the moment to be a tad bit akward. "Well where should i start"? i scooted over so he could fit a little bit better. "From the begging i want to know Everything. Tell me what happened to you. Why you stayed with me only. Why you stopped coming for the last year and why you decided to come back.", the way my farther said this made me upset. I felt horrible for everything, but brushed my feelings aside and told him the truth. Leaving out nothing.
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tell me if you like it. Should i explain what she says to her dad? Or just skip it...Her ifes about to get drama filled
