Bullied

Day 3

All I can think about now is how my life would be different if my parents were alive. Maybe I wouldn't have tried to kill myself twice. Maybe I wouldn't have been bullied so much. maybe me and Ember would be friends (probably not.) Maybe I would have the love to not try to kill myself.

So now I heard from my counselor that people write about there day in these journals. Today a new kid came to school. A boy. I think this might be the first time I have felt like a normal girl. The first time I have liked a boy. It's not like he would ever get with me. I'm not normal. I'm emo Kandie. I try to kill myself. I'm not a slut like Ember.

I've heared the guy's name is Byron. He is already popular. I bet he also likes Ember the slut. She's cashed he V-card 1 to many times to count, but she took the virginity pledge. And people call me a freak. I don't think I even have a percentage of a chance. Even if I did, I'm to shy to ask. If I did, he'd say no and more torment from the bitch-squad.

Signed, Kandie Hatmen

Day 4

I knew that he was already popular, and he already screwed Ember. IN A DAY! I feel stupid for even liking Byron. Of course the bitch-squad stuck there fangs into him too deep to pull out already. Today was the worst. Ember came up to me and goes, where'd you get that shirt... Forever emo. So then I go, Where'd you get that skirt... Slut 21. Then i walked away. i felt better then. I stood up to my enemy.

I then found out that Byron is in my science class. And he sits next to me! He asked me my name today. Byron, the hottie, actually noticed me. Not like any one else does. Maybe I do have a chance.

Signed, Kandie Hatmen