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Day 17

Second day in the hospital. The hospital counselor is coming in today to talk. They say I should talk about everything to someone. So starting next week I will have counseling  every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Like that will help me. I have been writing in this the past 17 days and has that helped any. A little but look where I am again. Gosh that damn monitor. What do they think I'll try to kill myself in the hospital. The nurse now only comes in every two hours. All I want to do right now is to listen to some tunes on my iPod, and do some sketching.

Signed, Kandie Hatmen

Day 18

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So the counselor came in yesterday. He asked if He could see my journal. I'm like no!! He then started talking about the suicide. He asked me why. Like any person that was being bullied I said nothing. He finally catched the hint that he was getting nowhere with me. He left then I finished my sketch. It was of Belinda. She's so beautiful. I hope she doesn't get bullied like I do. I hope she doesn't try to kill herself like I do. I hope she's nothing like me.

If I ever get married and have kids I will teach them to stand up. If they ever cut there selves, I will find out whats going on. I never want anyone to turn out like me. Because no one should ever have to go through what I have went through.

Signed Kandie  Hatmen

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