Bullied

Day 15

I'm done with life. I am tired of every fucking thing in life. Ember, I want to kill her and Byron. And Byron that fucking asshole. I want to die. No one would care. They'd probably just laugh it off and be on their way. Maybe I'll cut myself more than I already do. Maybe I am an emo girl like everybody says. There little prank was enough. Byron saying he likes me. Making me think that someone actually cared. Fuck him, I hate my life. It was all a plan. For them to bully me some more. Well I'm thinking if I cut myself I'll feel better, but if I die they win. I will not be all shy anymore. I will not back down when they call me names. I don't think I can though. I'm too scared. They'll be mad and make my life more of a living hell than it already is. Why am I such a wimp. I thought he cared about me. Apparently my life is just like Ember says. A living hell that she made.

Signed, The Ugly Girl

Day 16

I am freezing. The buzz of the monitor is getting annoying. The nurse comes in every hour to check on me. There's nothing on T.V. My wrist hurt. My mother and Belinda are in the cafeteria. They found me in my room with my wrist cut and I was passed out. They found my journal beside me. I hope they didn't read any of it. The last thing I remember is writing this and then thinking that my life has no reason. Then I cut myself. I guess Ember did win. I wish the damn nurse would stop annoying me. 

Signed, Kandie Hatmen