Revenge is sweet. But love is sweeter (A Jason McCann Story)

Realization

~Jason's POV~

Abbie fell asleep on my shoulder, I had a meeting with Blake later. I gently slide out from under her and slowly laid her head down. I stood up to leave when I heard her start mumbling. "asdfghjkl-jasons-lkjhgfdsa-dont-asdfhjkl-leave-lkjhgfdsa" Did she just ask me to stay? But I cant stay, I have my meeting. I don't even like her. "Yes you do." "no I don't" "yes" ok maybe I do. "you love her"  no I'm Jason Mccan I cant love. And with that I walked out of the house and lit my joint. smoking has always been my stress reliever ever since I was a dumbass thirteen yearold.

flashback

"come on Jason hick up your skirt be a man and smoke the fucking joint" Ryder this gay fags gonna get me arrested. "Fine whatever, gimme." I took it and put it to my mouth, feeling the first hit effect me right away. I don't know why I did what I did next but, I reconnected the joint to my mouth, I repeated this process until the last puff of smoke escaped my lips. damn I felt good. it felt like I was on a roller-coaster, you know the feeling in your stomach when your going down hill? The emptiness almost like there's no gravity, I felt that, only in my head. That's the best way I could explain it. "I should listen to you more Ryder." I nodded quickly, agreeing with myself. "yeah, you should. Start with using your charm on that blond over there." he pointed at a girl I knew from school. "what for?" he chuckled "to get in her pants why else?" and that's what I did, but that's a story for later.

~Abbies POV~

I woke up and Jason was gone. I was home alone. Maybe I could get out of here. I could finally leave and he couldn't stop me. I went to the bedroom and grabbed my purse and gym bad, the only things I had with me at the graveyard that day, almost 2 weeks ago. I went to turn the knob to the front door, when I had second thoughts on what I was doing. I couldn't leave him. I'm all he has, I ruined his friendship with Blake. But you know that's not the only reason. My conscience was talking to me and damn it was annoying. But it was only annoying because I knew it was right. I love Jason Mccan.  

A.N- Hey guys! I wanna thank the people that are reading this, I checked today and I have 38 reads. I know that's not a lot but for only having like not even ten chapters written and having people read my work is way cool! I also noticed something while I was checking the reads, I have no likes or follows! :(  It would be really cool if you guys could comment, vote and follow for me! I don't need a lot of reactions but if you guy can give me 5 likes and 3 comments in the next 4 hours, I'll upload the next 2 chapters tonight. Thanks guys!

~Carly