Revenge is sweet. But love is sweeter (A Jason McCann Story)

I Can't, You Can't. We Can't

~Abbie's POV~

The car ride home was silent. I couldn't knock my stupid smile off my face, I can't let him think he got me back right after being in jail. I'm Pregnant with his second child, married to a criminal and I can't do anything to control my feelings towards him. I can't let him in right way I don't want him to feel like he can do anything he wants to me, ruin our relationship in any way and I'll come crawling back to him. We arrived at the house and Jason immediately threw open the car door and ran to the back to pick up Drew and ran to the house. Some one's excited to be home. I walked to the do and or and unlocked it letting Jason and Drew in. They walked in and Jason put Drew in his play room telling him that  "Mommy and Daddy need to talk." Jason came walking into the living room and grabbed me by the waist and started to kiss my neck. "Jason. Stop." I warned. He pulled away "Why? You like when I do that, you told me before, I've gotten quite a few moans from you when I do that." "Yeah Jason, that's why. I just spent 30 million dollars on your ass to get you outta jail, I had to lie to my own son when he asked where you were, I slept on the couch the whole time cause I couldn't bring myself to sleep alone in the bed that we share. You may have been I jail, I know what it's like in there. It's hell I know that but being here with our son, alone wondering about bail, if you're in any trouble if you're hurt, everything. All I did was worry about you, I would love to go back to way things were but I can't, you can't. We Can't."

~Jason's POV~

I took in what she was saying and part of me agreed with her, but I want to go back to the way it was. "Yes we can, we always have." "Yeah Jason, we always have. but there wasn't always a child involved. Either you quit the Gang or you quit the family." And with that she waked away, it wasn't till after she left I notice the blankets spread out across the couch, she really did sleep on the couch while I was gone. Hell, what did I do?