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Longing Love

Since I've been getting more views on these fan fics, I decided to update :D Please find more people to read them~ hehe thanks

By the way, this fan fic can be considered for Jonghyun...though it doesn't mention any names so you can have it as whoever you like~ (Sorry if it's a big 'cheesy' though)

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"I must go now," the words drifted out of my iPhone, "it is fairly late here in Seoul, and we have a busy schedule tomorrow."

I sighed at the thought of having to leave him once more. These video calls were what I looked forward every day, from the moment we end them to the moment they begin. "You always have a busy schedule," I thought out loud.

I could see his eyes staring at me with sad longing, the same feeling that he must see through my eyes. "If you want, I would drop everything, travel the 7 seas, cross any amount of land, and come see you, be with you.

"I would love that, but you can't, your fans are counting on you, you can't disappoint them, you must keep them happy."

"You're the only thing that matters to me, I can't disappoint you, I have to, want to, keep you happy."

I smiled at his words that he repeats to me every night. "Yes, I know. But remember, I am also one of your fans. If you disappoint your fans, you would also be disappointing me."

He sighed. "We can never completely win in this life can we?" he asked rhetorically.

I smiled and giggled. "Goodbye, my love." He quickly looked up at me then, the tiniest bit of anger burning deep inside his eyes. "Please don't say goodbye. Goodbye means I won't see you again, and I can't live with that. Say see you later, cause that would give me something to look forward to then." I suddenly felt guilty for hurting his feelings like that.

"I will never leave you, not in a million years." These words extinguished the angry fire from his eyes. The smile that I so dearly loved and missed showed itself once more.

"See you later, sweetheart. And remember, none of the seven seas, nor any amount of land, can keep me from you."

Butterflies fluttered furiously in my stomach. I had heard these words so many times that there was no way I could keep count, yet I was still not used to them.

As I smiled and blushed, I could tell that the butterflies were just as strong for him. Staring up at his perfect face, he spoke the three words that I had only dreamed he would speak to me. "I love you," escaped his smooth red lips that I have yearned for for so long. At that moment I wanted to kiss him more than ever, but I knew that that was not possible, no matter how hard I wished it were. "I love you too," I spoke back with just as much love as he had given me in his three words. We stared at each other for a length of time that was much too short for either of our likings.

"Whenever I dance, whenever I sing, whenever I perform, I will be thinking of you. I will have your smiling image in my head and do it all for you and only you," he spoke with confidence and complete truth to my eyes. I looked back and believed him. How could I not believe him? He was my one and only true love, no matter what boundaries kept us apart.

"From the moment we end this call, to the moment my phone shall ring with your name flashing on it tomorrow, I will think of you. I will have your perfect face in my head all day and night, in my dreams as I sleep, as well as in my day-dreams as I work. To see your face again and hear your voice is all that will keep me going." These words I spoke nearly brought tears to my eyes at the thought of not seeing him again, not hearing him again.

"Until the next phone call," he mumbled sadly, not wanting to press the end call button. "Sleep tight, good night, and I hope you dream of me and only me."

I tried my best to keep the tears back as I spoke back to his loving farewell. "Farewell, my dear. I shall not dream of you and only you, I shall dream of us and only us. I shall dream of the time when we will meet again, of the perfect life with you that someday will be reality. See you soon, my love."

As I was about to speak the last three words, he said them the exact same time as me.

"I love you."

One last love filled look at each other, we ended the call, making sure to press the end call button the same time.

His image escaped my screen as the call ended. Every word I had spoken was from the bottom of my yearning heart.

Already missing him, I turned off my cell phone, the device that held my true love, the device that had proved to me that dreams really do come true. I shut my eyes and decided to sleep, so I could dream of him, of us.

We will meet in my dreams and be happy, I thought. Dream of me, and I, of you.