Remember Me

| Chp 31 |

"Can you please get out my room Zay Damm" I said rolling my eyes .

"No Niy , you and I know the reason I'm here , so you can loose that damm attitude of yours ma". He said turning to the sports channel .

"Im so tired of yo' ass you been doing this since the Damm baby shower ! I'm capable of taking care of my damn self " I said angrily .

He didn't say anything back , he kept his eyes glued to the tv . I grabbed onto my stomach as I felt the baby kick . All of a sudden I felt wet .

"See , yo ugly ass made me piss on my self again , I can't stand yo low down dirty ass Zay-ssssss" I said holding my stomach in pain .

Zay jumped up off the bed helping me up .

"Niy what the-"

"My water . My water broke" i said taking deep breaths .

"LIYAAHH !" Zay yelled grabbing the emergency diaper bag , and picking me up bridal style as he headed out my room door to the strairs .

"What the fuck you yelling my name for Zay . You my brother-n-law and shit Buh we ain't that cool- Maaaa !" She yelled running back into her room slipping on some shoes , and grabbing her car keys , since Kyree with Mally .

"Why the hell are y'all yelling in my house !?" Ma yelled coming around the corner .

She looked at us , and ran back to her room getting dad and her car keys and running down the stairs behind liyah .

"Jesus y'all could've just said it was about that time " dad said closing the door behind him .

Me and Zay got in the car with liyah and ma & pops drove behind us . Zay was in the back seat comforting me , well trying because I was in to much pain , like this shit was behind unexplainably painful .

"Calm down baby , just take deep breaths " he said.

I nodded my head and began taking deep breaths .
Liyah sped to the hospital with ma and pops behind us .

We pulled up in front of the hospital entrance and Zay hurried to my side and carried me inside the hospital .

"We need a doctor NOW !" He yelled .

"Look sir , I'm going to need you to lower your voice and wait-" the lady said before liyah cut her off by grabbing her by her collar .

"Look bitch , my sisters in labor and you talkin' bout wait . Get the Damm doctors before you end up in one of these Damm hospital rooms " she said as the lady shook her head fast and ran to get a doctor .

They rushed me into a room and got me into hospital clothes .

They propped my legs up as a wave a pain hit me .

"Get this Damm baby the fuck out of me !"

"Ok ma'am I'm going to need you to take deep breaths and on the count of three push ". I nodded my head and started taking deep breaths as trickles of sweat dropped down my forehead.

"Sir , I'm going to need you to exit the room while-"

Zay scrunch up his face and cut the doctor off ," No dawg , this my Damm wife in labor . I ain' leavin shit . So shut the fuck and deliver my Damm baby girl ".

The doctor nodded his head  quickly before proceeding.

"1...2...3 push"

I pushed with all my might .

"Again . 1...2...3 pushh"

I pushed again .

"One more , and pushh"

I gave one last push with everything that I had . The room soon was filled with baby cries .

I opened my exhausted eyes to see Zay cutting the   Umbilical cord .

The doctors cleaned off my baby girl and wrapped her up .

"Congrats Mr. And Mrs. Winters " he said handing me my baby .

I looked at Zay to see him smiling at me like full on smiling .

"What you wanna name her ?"

"Zaniya 'Cattleya" i said smiling up at him smiling .

"Damm girl , I know you love the movie Colombiana Buh it ain't nevva that serious " he said causing both of us to laugh .

"Zaniya Cattleya
(Cat-el-lay-ya)
Henderson " Zay said .

I nodded my head .

"Wanna hold her ?"

"Ion know Niy , she's so small and what if -"

"What if nun Zay she's yours to , just sit in the chair while holding her ".

I handed Zaniya to Zay carefully . He walked slowly to the chair and sat down .
He held Zaniya's small hand in his laughing as she opened her big brown eyes looking at him , which warmed my heart .

"Zay" i said .

"Yeah Niy "

"Why did you have to cheat ? We could've been happy together with Zaniya".

"I know Niy , I'm stupid as fuck , and I keep fucking up . I love you and Zaniya with everything in me . I promise if you let me make it up one last time , just one you won't regret it " he said looking me straight in eyes .

"I don't know Zay . I can't trust you after what you did" I said shaking my head .

"I know Niy , Buh let me show you you can trust me again . Ima be there Fa you and Zaniya" he said grabbing my hand .

"I love you babygirl"

"I love you to Zay "

After our talk we signed Zaniya's birth certificate and everyone came in the room .
It was ma , pops , Zay's mom, Kyree, liyah, Mally, Malik , Layla ,Jaz , and reign.

We all were in the room talking and enjoying the arrival of Zaniya for about a hour until everyone had to leave . They took Zaniya into the baby room with the other newborns , and I had to stay in the hospital for a extra day . Zay stayed by my side through the entire night . Literally his ass slept in the hospital bed with me even tho I told him not to .

I been thinking all night about if I should give Zay another chance . I just don't want to get hurt or anything .

I don't know . I love Zay with all my heart and we have a child together .

Should I give him another chance ?

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