Fade | NaLu

2.

As usual we continued to meet,
Random days of every week.
I loved you so much,
But knew you never thought of me as such.
Then one day you met her,
And my days became a saddened blur.
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Months have passed and I've noticed something, something that made me worry. Natsu was slowly drifting away from me and our friends, and getting closer to Lisanna and her's. She was a nice girl, but we couldn't help but think she was stealing our friend without even knowing it. For the past three months, he started ditching us to hang out with them, after that he left our lunch table and sat with them instead. He barely even talks to us anymore, me and Fairytail, which is what we call ourselves, don't know what to do anymore.

I know everyone was hurting, but I felt like I was hurting the most. I was in love with him. Scratch that I am in love with him, I was there for him in his good and bad times, his happy and sad, his sick days and his healthy days. How can he just leave? It's like there was a shift in his world, and we were no longer part of it. I looked over to the other end of the cafeteria and saw Natsu laughing at something Lisanna said, and my heart broke a tiny bit again.

-

We received news today that Natsu and Lisanna were dating, everyone loves them. They have a new name too, it's a ship name called Nali. I wish it was Nalu instead, but I guess I wasn't good enough. What hurts me the most is that even if he doesn't love me the way I love him, how can he forget about his best friend? I'm not the only best friend he forgot too, Gray's been down in the dumps for quite some time now, even Juvia can't cheer him up.

Erza was sad for a while, but now she's plain angry at him. I feel sorry for Jellal when he has to deal with Angry Erza, she's pretty scary. Zeref, Natsu's older brother told us he tried to talk to him, but it was no use. Even Mavis, Zeref's girlfriend and a big sister to us, couldn't make him budge. After a while we decided to let go, we knew that the only way to get rid of the pain was to pretend we never met him, to forget. I'll tell you now that no matter how much I tried, I couldn't forget Natsu.

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At home, I found Plue my puppy. Him and Happy, Natsu's cat, got along surprisingly well. I wonder if Lisanna has a dog that happy likes too. Does Happy even remember me? I haven't seen him months. I gasped suddenly, what if Natsu forgot Happy too?! But then I calmed down a bit, Natsu wasn't such a bad person that he'd forget Happy of all things.

I sat down on my couch with a plate of food and watched some T.V, my parents were out at work so I have a long time for myself. My family owns Lucky Inc. one of the biggest businesses in the world, and I'm known as the princess of the whole thing. When I was born, my parents called me Lucky Lucy Heartfilia since I was so lucky to be born into such a successful family.

I looked down sadly, Natsu used to call me 'Lucky Luce' sometimes. Why does everything remind me of him?

-

We now had 5 months before we graduated. Natsu still hasn't given us a glance. My days have become a blur of school and sad memories. I barely go out with my friends now and they're beginning to worry. The only time I go out is if we're going to Juvia's family's hot springs, I can relax there without having the painful memories of him come up. I try not to mention his name anymore, it just makes me sad and I'm so done with being sad. I'm done with remembering him, I'm done with seeing him everyday, I'm done with him.

No matter how much I say that, I still know I love that fool. Yeah I'm in the angry stage a little later than I should be, but I couldn't care less anymore. How dare he just leave us? His best friends since kindergarten! How dare he leave me? The girl who loved him since elementary school and still loves him today! I'm mad at Lisanna too now, even though she didn't even know what she did to us. How could she just come into our lives and take away one of our best friends and my man, that's not really my man!

Ugh I just sound so petty right now, and probably insane. Suddenly a pencil tapped my desk and I looked up to see Juvia with her bag over her shoulder, looking at me worriedly.

"Lucy-chan, the bell rung 10 minutes ago! I've been trying to snap you out of your little daze but you wouldn't budge! I thought you died and just stayed sitting up!" She blubbered, the poor thing.

Suddenly I found myself laughing. "Sorry Juvia, I was just thinking about... You know who..." My laugh died down.

She looked down at me with eyes filled with sympathy and gave me a hug.

"I would feel like that too of it was my Gray-sama, it's ok." She whispered, and patted my back. I found myself crying on her shoulder, something I should've done months ago.

-

We have three months till graduation and everyone is getting their college applications ready and sent, Lisanna is going to the same college as Natsu. It kinda irked me but oh well. I'm in a new stage now, the comparing stage. It seems everyone else it too, as rumours are spreading about why Natsu left me for Lisanna.

"Lucy is so pretty though! I'm not a fan of short hair either." I heard some girl say.

"Oh please! Lisanna outshines Lucy by far!" I heard another girl retort.

"Lucy is basically a princess!"

"Lisanna is down to earth, I've never talked to Lucy but I bet she's a bitch!"

"Your iust saying that cause she's blonde!" A guy joined the argument.

"Lisanna's blonde too!" Another person came in. Suddenly the whole hallway was talking about it. I didn't miss how they quieted down when I walked past.

"Lucy is kinda fat thought. I don't wanna be mean but it's the truth."

"I was thinking she's too skinny."

"Her chest is too big."

"Lisanna's is too so shut up."

Oh my god! What's with everyone and body shaming others? Can't they just shut up!

"They both probably got plastic surgery."

"Probably only Lucy, since she's rich and Lisanna isn't."

"Lisanna's family owns a food chain, of course they're rich idiot."

Oh so now it's money. Great. I hope you can hear my sarcasm. I couldn't listen anymore and ran out of the hallway and into the girl's bathroom. Only one girl was in there but she was leaving. She looked me over and scowled like she saw something bad. What the heck? It's like the whole school is taking sides over something so stupid! I know I was complaining about ten minutes ago but come on!

I walked to the mirror and looked at myself. Maybe what they said was true? I do look a little fat but my wrists are so skinny. Why can't I have a flat stomach like Lisanna and healthy looking wrists? It's not my fault I have high motabilism! Am I really a bitch? Is Fairytail just sticking with me cause I'm rich? I don't know how to feel anymore.
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This story is so depressing what am I doing?