Out Of Site But Never Forgotten

Conflicted

TPOV

All this drama it was just so confusing. After mom went to bed I left to think for myself. I was worried, being the oldest I knew how my siblings would feel. Ness just wants to have her real father back and for us all to be a big happy family. She wants a complete family.

Mase on the other hand will never accept any of this unless mom does. He's upsetting they hurt someone in his family. He does want a dad he can talk to. he was always the odd one out with his gift. He also felt that because he looked like dad he was hurting mom. He almost left but when on finally told us she loved the way he looked he stayed. Mase wants someone to watch out for his family.

Me,well I was conflicted. That bastard known as my father had hurt my mother so badly but yet I knew when he looked at her there was more to the story and he still loved her. I decided to sleep for awhile to clear my head.

MPOV

The cullens were going to keep trying to get close to us now that they know our ties to one another. 

"Now what," I thought to myself. He had hurt the person who I loved the most in the world. I also saw the way mom still looked at him. It was filled with love and sadness. He also gave her the same look. Only he looked determined. When I read his mind I knew I would forgive him.

Flashback

I looked at Edward with disgust. He wasn't looking at me. I saw a odd look so I checked his mind.

Bella oh bella what did I do to you. No focus Edward. She's not dead and maybe you could win her back. If she still loves you that is. He was obviously having a internal battle. He then replayed the day he left. I was about to growl but I was sucked in I saw all the pain and misery he went through. Then how he tried to track Victoria. I saw how he starved himself and bow he barely was able to live when learned of her death. Just the fact that he was going to kill himself because he thought she was dead. That's when I knew he still loved her and if she wanted him I would support her 100%. it would also be nice to have a real father figure in my life.

I went to my painting studio and got lost in my emotions.

NPOV

That was interesting. Mom went to bed and every one else scattered. I was so conflicted.  

I always wanted to know my father and become a daddy's girl but he messed with mom and that's not okay in a family where family is the most important thing. Everything is just so complicated. I don't doubt that now that the secrets out the Cullens will be pest even more. I don't mind Emmett or Alice. Mom says they were the best and were trouble makers. Esme and Carlisle don't seem to bad and I think I would like them. Last are Rosalie and Edward. Both were cruel to mom. Rosalie was always means and cold to her. Mom says it's because of her past and that she always wanted a child. This thought made me feel like a possession.

Oh well, I went to the music room and went to my piano. The next day we had school and it sure was going to be interesting. Aunt Julie and Aunt Anna don't trust mom not to have a break down so they along with my uncle's will be going to school with us and that means they'll b be protective. Then the Cullens will bug us all day.

Yep a very interesting day tomorrow will be.