Out Of Site But Never Forgotten

A Dammed Eternity

EPOV

It's been 100 years since I last saw.my sweet lovable bella. Oh how I miss her. Leaving her was probably the hardest thing I had ever did in my life. Even harder than the decisions I made during my rebellion period.

I felt bad. Not only had I hurt myself but also the rest of the family. Carlisle always works and feels like he lost a daughter. Esme always cleans but never designs. She feels there is a missing link without bell here to make n.a. happy. Emmett doesn't joke around or play pranks. He says he doesn't have a.reason to laugh without our favorite clumsy, blushing human around anymore. Rosalie surprisingly now feels horrible now that she finally realizes how much of a impact bella had on all of us. She feels guilty for being so cruel to bella before. Jasper feels guilty. He thinks that if he had better self control than I wouldn't have made us leave. We all know that if bella was alive though she would forgive him in a heartbeat. Last is Alice. Without her best friend to tag along with her she doesn't shop anymore. She feels that since we look great in what ever and we all have self confidence that it doesn't matter. Without bella to play " Bella Barbie" and have bella to help build up her confidence Alice doesn't see the point in shopping anymore.

I sat in the school parking lot thinking of all the memories this place and town held.

I suddenly felt like my heart was be ripped from my chest. Jasper sent me a wave of calm. I silently thanked him. There was a buzz around school, today we had four new kids coming. Nobody had actually seen them but the rumor was there parents were dead and there Aunt traveled a lot so she sent them all here to stay out of trouble. They were all juniors so they could possibly have classes with me or Alice.

Soon it was time to head to class. When I walked by the office I was hit with two scents. One being vampire. All the scents had a nature and forest scent mixed into them but their was still something else in there to. I just couldn't put my finger on it. The last one though felt like a punch in the gut. It smelt like fressias and strawberries. That scent reminded me of bella.

I walked as fast as I could away from that spot and those memories that I had hidden far in the back of my mind that started to resurface.

The rest of the day was uneventful. None of the vampires from this new coven were in any of my siblings classes so that ment we would only see them at lunch.

When we walked into lunch I instantly looked for the new coven. What I saw was shocking. I saw three vampires with no red or golden eyes but green and brown eyes. The last vampire and my guess the leader since she was telling them to stop growling was a spitting image of my bella.

She's not your bella anymore. You left her my subconscious yelled at me. Shut up I thought. Great, I was arguing with myself in my head. The first sign I was starting my slow trip to insanity. The second sign was the leader of this new coven reminded me of bella.

Lunch passed by without any incidents an I made my way to biology.

After the bell rung I was shocked to see the women who looked like bell walk into the classroom. I was even more shocked to learn her name was Isabella Swan but she liked to go by bella.

When she sat down next to me and is was still frozen. When I finally found my voice I asked," Bella, how did you become a vampire. What happened to you?"

In return she told me it was none of my business and she would talk to me when I she was good and ready. With that said she ignored me the rest of class. As soon as the bell rung she was out of her.seat and out the door with me calling her name behind her. She wasn't in any of my other classes.

When the bell rung, I walked to my car and as soon as my "brothers and sisters" were in I took off as fast as I could. Once we were home I was relieved to see Carlisle car in the drive way. I called a family meeting and told them every thing from today. When I was done I was met with complete silence, then he'll broke out.

Carlisle finally calmed them all down. Everyone was happy. I felt bad for poor jasper who had to deal with all these emotions. Once all was calm, Carlisle said we should think how we are going to plan this out. We soon scattered off to do our own things and to think. I went to my piano that I hadn't touched in years. Running my hands across the keys, I learned that it was still perfectly tuned. I played all the songs I knew and even started composing a new one.

I then went to my meadow. Once there I made it my goal to win my bella back.

Bella Swan will forgive me. Maybe if I say it over and over it might possibly come true. With this as my last thought I set off for the house to prepare for a very eventful filled day of school.